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Not really a question. Just wanted to express how I was feeling. I just really would like to have someone with me. As in a relationship/date someone. Maybe I am a bit of a hopeless romantic low key, even though at times I may act all cool and that I can handle things on my own, which to some degree I can, but that is not what I mean. I don't always let other people see it most of the time, but I can be a pretty emotional person. I can do things on my own for the most part, but it's just nice to have someone there with you. I don't know, the simple things, just sharing each other's company, cuddling, kissing. Currently 18, and I have experienced none of that. Not even had a kiss, a peck on the lips. Only has a few, like two or three crushes as well. The one person I told that I Iiked him, he friendzoned me. That's the farthest I ever got with someone. Also, I am not sure of my sexuality, as in who I like as well, so that can maybe potentially complicate things. I don't want and am not going to rush into things just to experience them with anybody. I just really want that for myself someday, just to see what it feels like, and hopefully I won't have to wait too long, because I really want to experience that.