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Especially here in the US, restrictions are easing yet numbers are still rising. It's like yes go to the beach or go shopping for nonessential things but also we're still under a stay-at-home order. Or yes, lots more people are going to die but also get back to work. It's hard to know what to do or not do. Anyone else feeling totally frustrated by this?

So I am a girl and I have a friend nearly 20 years older. We have become close recently. I am bisexual and her behaviour confuses me a bit. I don't want to get mixed messages but because we are new friends, I kinda don't want to ask outright just yet about whether she is attracted/keen on me. She doesn't know I'm bi by the way. She is a big Christian too. The thing is, over the last week she has been acting distant. I posted a pic of my ex-boyfriend (who she doesn't even know about) in my Whatsapp status, she saw it and then suddenly I couldn't see her Whatsapp profile pic within 30 minutes of doing that.

Anyhoo, basically
1) I have caught her just staring at me, for no reason.
2) We were standing next to each other to get a group picture and I held her hand above my shoulder and she took it away and put it tightly around my waist (don't know if that is a good or bad thing). When I turned to her to say something, she was a bit flustered and red in the face.
3) When I speak to her, she watches my mouth sometimes and looks at my chest. I find this odd considering I'm sitting right next to her and watch her do it. 4) She checks my WhatsApp statuses quite often. 5) I told her my friends are the only people who get my jokes and she got upset and said, "what about me? I laugh at you all the time."