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There is a possibility (not sure yet due to the pandemic) I will travel to Europe next year in February, but of course with this h ealth crisis is not a certain thing anyway but there is the plan if things will be possible. If I travel it be with the same cousins I alrady travel to Europe 3 years ago. My cousins and I are of similar age. This time we will adding the teenage daughter of one of these cousins.

I have an uncle who will give as a graduation gift to his wife an European trip but I dont know when next year anyway. The wife of this uncle is of my age but I dont really hang out with her to really can call her a friend, we know each other sure for the family link, but I dont hang out with her or she is my best friend anything of that. My brotehr told me that probably my uncle will call me to tell me if I want to join his wife for this trip, cause he won't be flying with her , as she be traveling alone so maybe my uncle will like someone he knows, a relative to go with his wife in this trip, otherwise is not issue, cause his wife can travel alone, she had always been very independent so I f I dont join her is not problem, but maybe my uncle will confide in me if I want to go with her. I dont know when this trip is plan I only know my uncle will like to give his wife a gift.

My brother tells me that he confides more in the word of our uncle that indeed his wife will for sure travel, and that rip for sure is almsot 100% certain than the word of my cousins, who are also making plans to go to Europe for next year and they had take me into account to go wih them but our cousins are show off cocky people who like to impress by saying they will travel and at the end my brother is positive they won't even travel. I mean with these cousins I already travelled to Europe 3 years ago and we are almsot of the same age and this time is to go to Europe to other cities we did not visit back then. Im sure that my uncle wife will be her first

its been about two days that I noticed my boyfriend isn't fine. asked him a couple times if he's okay. he said it is but now he's been doing petty things that is hurting me and indirectly accusing me of lying to him (I didn't). and then last night he left me on seen. he's always been open to me before this. he was trying to appear fine but its pretty obvious he's not. even more obvious after his actions.

all of this hurt me a lot and made me feel upset with him. I really just want to be as petty as him and wait for him to apologize. but I also dont wanna. I wanna be there for him. but I don't know if he even needs me or wants me to. if I was the one who weren't fine I would want him to show he cares. advice pls? should I leave him alone or keep on trying to be there for him (which I know is hard after what he's made me feel lately but ya).