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Me and my ex gf were forced too break up by her mom over a small phone n Facebook fight. After i tried everything too win her back but was so stress out was dealijg with my baby sister all most dying from cancer n a gf crying everyday but doing nothing about it i made a few mistakes tried taking too her dad but failed. Now my ex has a new bf she's some what happy since she can go on dates witg him n have a normal life but said she feels like a booty call with him. Not going to go into details but they did not have sex yet but things got so bad that me and my ex gf stop talking but i feel she still might love me when ever we talk she breaks down n crys even when i dont talk. Anyway i suck at explaning thing but i want too go ask her too marry me at collage should i? She once said she wants too marry me n if her mon never got in the way we would have worked things out but am not happy anymore n miss her so much i have not seen her once since the broke up. Ok let me know what u think and i want too ask her onthe 24th the day we had our first kiss and find me on YouTube for more info made videos about it. Formativebadge is my utube enjoy your day n sorry for any spelling errors n my ex is 20 years old am 22

So long story short last fall I met this girl and we had amazing chemistry like I have never had before. Now I know 75% of people are super anti-ex and this question is not for you. We broke up and tried dating a few more times. But she has a trust issues and thinks I won't commit. The last time I was going slow because SHE asked and she still blames me. I think we both still like each other and she just thinks I won't commit so it will not work.

Anyway I really have never found a women I wanted to fight for until now but I have no clue how to win her back. All the online "help" I find and my own experience says romance after a break up never works and to go slow and trick my way back in. But going slow is what got me here she thinks I can not step up. Im visiting her city on vacation next month and I want to try to send flowers and ask her to meet me for a "date" a word that I think would mean and show a lot to her. But at the same time I am going to look desperate. How do I look like Im serious and want to jump all in but not come off as desperate which drives her away? Any tips on what to say or do.