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I had a date this Friday with a lovely and beautiful girl. It's not our first date together. I don't remember how many but it's more than five.

When we are on a date, we hugs, kisses, holding hands, cuddling. No sex. When we are holding each other, it's like she doesn't want to let go of me, when I need to go the bathroom or the kitchen.

She gives me nicknames like teddy bear. She said I'm the best thing happened to her.

But the problem is that next day it's like I don't exist. It can take almost 24 hours replay my messages. She doesn't say much. She can't even say hugs and kisses, she only say hugs.
I'm the one who initiate kisses and writing to her.

But the best conplimang she gives me, is that I feel like home and she feel save with me.

I don't know what she want with me.

I have traumatic experiences with weed and alcohol, my girl used to be the ''grey goose and Hennessy goddess" nickname her friends gave her and she smoked weed on the regular to calm her panic attacks

she's been dry for like 8- 10 months now but she told me she once thought of smoking weed again which i followed up by saying if she did she's throwing everything we have together away.

am i over reacting? cause this stuff is a HUGE no to me even tho she treats me really well i have no problem leaving cause if she loved me she would never do it again as i filled the so called "empty void" that she used drugs and alcohol for.