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So I met a guy on the Internet and his name is Rob. We got along really well really quickly and he wanted to jump into a relationship with me. Since I'm a transexual, I know he probably won't want to date me if he knows. So I asked if we can be friends first and then maybe later think about dating. I have a really big crush on him and I wish I could just date him but from past experience I know it's not the best idea.

On Halloween I met his friends, and one of his friend's friend, Peter, started flirting with me. His friend kept on telling me to kiss Peter so I kissed him on the cheek and later that night Peter kissed me on the cheek too. Robert saw all of this and I wish it was Robert I was flirting with, not Peter.
Robert also got flirty with a girl at the club and danced with her, he later told me he almost kissed her.

After Halloween, Rob said "So, you and Peter got along well" and I asked him if he was jealous, since I thought I got along well with everyone not just Peter. Robert said no, he was just teasing me.. but he hasn't talked to me in the same was since Halloween.

Now, Peter studies the same thing I do and he came to my house yesterday to bring me notes for exam, then qe went ice skating and after that we chilled in my room.. he started kissing me, and humping me. And I feel even worse now. I feel guilty even though me and Rovert aren't dating.

It seems as if Rob doesn't really like me anymore and I don't know what to do to change that.

On the other hand, maybe it's better this way. We'll be friends and he'll never have to know I'm trans and I'd never be rejected.

so this is a little complicated. in first semester a boy caught my eye (lets call him guyA) and there was immediate mutual attraction between guyA and i. im kinda pretty and so I've had quite a few guys confess feelings to me just in my past 6 months at this school. but because i liked guyA i always turned down other guys. guyA and i didn't talk the first 3 months of our attraction we just smiled at eachother and sometimes waved.

after 3 months 2nd semester started. and on the firstday of school the boy who sits next to me compleatly fell for me.. we shall call him guyB... guyB makes it OBVIOUS he likes me. guyB also always smiles to me and i would forcefully roll my eyes as a response i wanted him to know i wasn't interested.

back to guyA in 2nd semester guyA and i had some mutual friends so we talked quite a bit. but basically just as soon as guyA and i started to become buddies guyAs friend suddenly confessed to liking me!! NO WHY! ruined everything.. so because its guyAs friend. guy A backed away and won't talk to me anymore. he will only wave to me from a distance. this has been going on for 2 months where he isn't making any moves. I've tried to talk to him a few times. even once asking him to study with me in the library, but he acts as if talking to me is some sort of sin now becuase his friend likes me.

All the while guyB is making all the moves and is growing on me. like we had a feild trip to an amusement park and we needed to stay with our classes so guyB made the situation into a date basically. i was acting aloof to every advance he made but at the end of the day i had a lot of fun with guyB. and he also takes a lot of initiative to look out for me or take care of me in some way. he pays attention if i look lost in class he steps in and just helps me. or if i grab my stomach becuase im hungry he offers me a snack. all without me ever saying anything. so i feel like just throug these small actions he is weaseling his way into my heart.

Background info: So, my twin brother, Reese, has been friends with my crush, Alex, since we were all little. We're all the same age. Alex lives the next town over so we don't go to school together. Now we're all 16. I also have a little brother (8) and a little sister (11)

I've had a crush on Alex since we were little, he was always at our house, or he would go places with us, this may seem weird but I didn't know how to get his attention so I was always mean to him. As the years passed I matured a little. When we were around 13, I think he started falling for me. We would playfully tease each-other and when he came over, he hanged out with me more than Reese. He would follow me around and talk to me. At first I thought he was just teasing me and wanted to be friends. I know this sounds cheesy, but I mainly thought he liked me because of how he stared at me, the look in his eyes made me fall in love with him. Somehow Reese found out that I liked him and he teased us (which means that Alex knows I like him) and my little sister and brother do it too now. One day Reese pushed Alex into my room and was forcing me to hug him and I completely ignored them. Now It seems like Alex doesn't like me anymore :( Do you think him finding out scared him a little, or maybe because I ignored him before? It's really awkard now. Also, I'm really good at hiding my feelings about someone. I could really tell he liked me before. I at least want to be friends with him but I'm afraid that if we talk, they're all going to tease us. We recently went to six flags together, and Alex didn't even talk to me. I was heartbroken. Do you think he's just hiding his feelings now because of my siblings? We don't even follow eachother on SC or instagram, so it's not like we can chat online. I can't stop thinking about him I really like him. Recently Reese said "Alex is single Riley!" and Alex quickly responded with "I have a girlfriend" I don't know I just don't understand guys.

Sorry this is a lot, I just can't stop thinking about him

We're both seniors in high school, FYI. He's Middle-Eastern and I'm African.

Without going into too much detail, we had one class freshman year and everything has gone downhill since. I can't move on. I've tried so hard to just forget him and progress with high school but it's pretty hard when I see him almost every day and his friends/acquaintances had/have classes with me over the years. Every time I say the next time I see him I'll just ignore him but I end up staring at him and my heart beats twice as fast and my head turns to mush and I either act clumsy as hell or overdo things and after he's gone I wonder why I acted like such an idiot.
He's arrogant, annoying, conceited and can be an asshole at times. He (and I) has a sense of dark humor. He doesn't have a lot of redeeming qualities (as far as I know anyway, who knows? We aren't 14/15 anymore) but I do like the ones he has... he can be kind, respectful, helpful and sweet (in a weird kind of way).
I care about him so much it hurts. Every time I look into his eyes and he looks back I can't help but look away because it's so intense. Last year we would cross paths at least once everyday and we would always look at each other. This year, we drive to school and even though I arrive before him he still parks around me.
I'm in like, 3 after school events/activities (since sophomore year) to get my mind off him. I'm glad I joined them, I have a lot of fun. We cross paths. Neither of us say anything (me because I'm scared and him because he "doesn't care"). I know everyone reading this is thinking, "You have your whole life ahead of you!", "You're 17..." , "It's just a high school crush," and "You're going off to college next year and you'll forget about him." I know but should I really leave it off like this? My last moments of him at graduation after taking my diploma pretending he doesn't exist, like always? I want to try, I really do. But I'm so scared of rejection. I think he knows but I'm not 100%. Any ideas?