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I think it would be sweet to tell her that I love her in the Christmas card that I’ve been making for her. I already told her that I’m interested in her months ago, but I realized that I have more, than a crush for her. I did try moving on several times, but my crush would always be on my mind. She makes the bad days that I have good, whenever I’m around her and talking to her. Also, she brings out the best in me and makes me want to succeed in life. I can’t say that about anyone else I liked in the past, not even my ex-girlfriend. We have a lot of the same interest and have things in common with each other other, even personal things in common. She’s good for me! I’m confident saying that. Although, she’s 19 years old. Does an age gap matter to girls that young? She’s never gotten this much attention from a guy before and has never been in a relationship before.

I am very heartbroken right now.

I am 27 and never had a real girlfriend before. Meanwhile, I am watching most of my peers get married and/or have kids of their own.

I seek a woman who has never had her first love and has never had any boyfriends before, especially from her youth.

I just recently was crushed. I went on a date with this girl (17) last weekend who met my criteria. We talked for a month online before meeting. The date only lasted a few hours and I wasn't her type. She ended our date, and not only did she not want to be friends but she cut me off completely.

A year before that, I traveled to see this 18 year old girl who also met my criteria and she didn't think I was her type either. We talked several months every day before we met. Sadly, she is now engaged to some new guy.

I feel like just giving up. I am tired of starting over. I feel it is already difficult to find a woman who meets my criteria as it is. I don't know what to do.

I always wanted to have a girlfriend, a wife, and a family of my own. I feel this will never be a reality.