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I never stopped loving my ex. I left him because of a cruel situation and I don't regret that choice, because it showed no sign of changing any time soon. We've been apart for over four months, but I've yet to stop loving him. (We were together for four years.) Recently we've been trying to be friends, but its driving me crazy. I can't seem to make myself pull away again but I can't tell him how I feel either, because he has a girlfriend. (Same girl who helped ruin us). My debate is, should I let myself keep trying to be his friend and hope to feel better, or force myself to confess and pull out of his life?

Even on this website I feel awkward asking this lol. But I guess I'll give you guys some "signs" and a really nice story. Well, we met this year, in Orchestra class and we connected really quickly when we compared the music on our Ipods (corny I know XD). From there he started giving me CDs of music to burn of cool bands and then I gave him some in return. We then started talking on Facebook and eating together at lunch. At first our conversations online were funny and light- hearted but then we suddenly started talking about more serious things and sharing our "deepest" secrets. I guess we became best friends pretty fast. We don't do much without each other during the periods at school we're together, if I disappear he'll look around the whole school to find me. We sit incredibly close to each other and when we walk together in the hallway we're so close that I can feel his leg touch mine sometimes ( just so you can visualize that lol). We've been trying to do things out of school, and he doesn't care who comes as long as I'm there, and he wouldn't mind going places alone with just me. He doesn't touch me like at all though, he touches other people, so I don't know what that is. He loves to make me laugh apparently, because he gets so crazy and whenever I laugh he has a grin on his face. He has said to me before that he really likes every aspect of me, and he would never want me to change. Uh...Yeah, he talked to me EVERYDAY of winter break before he went to sleep, and sometimes he stayed up even longer to keep talking. Our mutual friends keep asking us if we're going out because today, my friend asked him where his girlfriend was and he automatically assumed she was talking about me and told her that he was looking for me too. I kind of like the way he looks at me sometimes, kind of like eyes of adoration, but it only flashes for like a second and then it's gone so I don't know if I imagined it or not. I don't know, I've never had this close of a guy-friend before so I don't know much of anything, I might just be weird...Help please? :D

We've been dating for around a month now but his behavior is driving me crazy!

He walks so close to me that I have trouble walking without knocking him over but he won't hold my hand. He pays for everything and won't let me pay. He tells me little secrets and we can talk for hours. He doesn't mind kissing me in public but then it's also like he's a little territorial as he does it in front of guys that are eyeing me up. Contacts me quite often and we've bumped into a few of his friends while at a bar last week which seemed like he was going out of his way to get me there.

I'm not sure whether he's simply inexperienced around girls and shy or he's wanting to take things really slowly or he's holding out for something better.

He hasn't been very physical in the sense of cuddling or anything and I'm beginning to think he's asexual XD I've not dated a guy before who's not even hinted that he finds me sexually attractive, so I find this behavior very odd. Him showing signs he likes me, and then other signs he's not that interested.

I'd love to hear guys and girls opinions on this as I'm confused to hell.