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EX broke up last month. Came back+said he didn’t want to lose me&thought he could get over me, but started drugs to feel better even though we were together for only 2 months+had been close friends for a year. he felt lost&said that he needs me. I said why did u let me go. He said bec we were different people +opposites never attract. he said that I had small flaws in my personality that made him feel guilty. he didn’t want to lose me as a friend. He wanted us to become friends like we were. He told me not to cry because that’ll make him weak.. he kissed me twice on my upper lip lightly& lingered a little. I said if he wanted friendship-kissing me is wrong. He also kissed me on my forehead several times, and on my hands twice. He grabbed my hand a lot as I sobbed. I said we should cut off contact for me to be able to see him as a friend bec I need to get over it. He flipped out+ said i will never be back. He asked how long, I said for as long as it takes to feel better.
when I got home he texted me saying he’s not sure whether or not he made the right decision. I said I respected his decision even if it meant that we won't be together. He said he needed me by his side I said I won’t leave, he also said he’s my man+ will remain that forever&that I am his lover, sister, mother and best friend& that he knows i was the only person who truly cared about him + was worried about him. He said he loved me several times. BUT he told my friend earlier that he wanted nothing more than friendship. She thinks he said that only bec he doubted she told me everything. I promised I will be back, but I don’t think I’ll be able to.. I think he lost me. He was too selfish with me, he said I did nothing drastic to ruin the relationship. He had been hurt from other women&has built a wall around himself for protection. He’s a big selfish taker, I am a HUGE supporter and giver. He knows& says that.

Is there a chance that he might come back? What did the kiss mean?

Nora is 20 years old. Her boyfriend Jerry is 20 as well. Jerry was abused a lot as a child so it makes him scared of being physical with anyone. When Jerry finally got undressed around her, she told him his penls was cute. She told him to lay down. Jerry said, no but she confinced
him too. He told her not to touch his butt because it brings back bad memories. She kisses it a few times and laughs. Jerry told her to stop and please don't do that. He told her that he doesn't like people touching his neck because his stepdad used to strangle him, so she got on top of him and kissed his neck a few times. Jerry told her that he's scared of the dark and please leave the lights on, but as soon as he fell asleep, she turned them off and left him in there.

I love my boyfriend so much however his negatives outweighs the positive

Positive
- He loves to kiss and hugs me tight every night
- He is a good looking man
- He can cook well
- He is good in sex
- He picks me up from work (only sometimes) when we stayed together - He says he is serious about me and wants to marry me
- people says we are both good looking and a good match
Negative
- I caught him in the house sleeping with just some random Stanger girl who he just met in online dating site
- I caught him having so many condoms and lubricants. I wonder where he use it when he never use them to them. We always have unprotected sex. He said it's just a gift from his friend.
- Some chatted me about him. It looks like she is spying and only to find out that sometimes my boyfriend sleeps at her condo in another city. She said she is just trying to help him because he is homeless and they are only friends. I don't know if she is telling the truth? - I caught him chatting many girls. I wonder who are they. He said just investors. He wants to build business but don't have money - he ask me to loan 1m but I don't want and he insult me saying useless
- he ask money and food from me if I can't give he gets mad at me and insult a lot
- he gets mad when I hold his hand in public
- He rejected me many times in sex