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this may get long but bear with me...

okay,

here is the thing- I got a crush on my best friend awhile back and for the sake of this post, I'll call myself carla and my gay friend Guido... Anyway...

I came out to him in November and with that came the news that he knew I liked him and he said that nothing was going to happen and we got back to talking about me as a lesbian... anywho, we hang out a lot and we are always talking on Facebook and stuff and sometimes the phone and I met his parents a few weeks ago and we have gotten playful towards each other and one thing I have noticed is that if we around certain friends of his, they steer clear when we are together...

now. before it is mentioned, I know I am a lesbian and he is gay... however, I am getting a vibe from him sometimes when we are hanging out that I am not the only one who has a crush on the other... in other words, I think guido likes carla, he just isn't saying anything...it's like when we are hanging out, we seem like boyfriend/girlfriend and it feels that way too..

lately we spend more time hanging out by ourselves and not so much with his friends... I'm only at school one day a week so I give him his space... when we are hanging out,and he runs into his friends, and if he doesn't include me. he apologizes after and makes sure I am okay.. we have been hanging out since about october and have gotten very close and I am wondering if it would be considered a friend-mance, which is what he was saying it was way back when and I know I could ask him about it, but I just want an opinion...

just tell me what you think and if I forgot anything, I'll add it!

thanks!

Carla