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I've known this girl for 4 months and she sits behind me in Math class. She's super hot but I like her personality more than that. She's doesn't give a **** if you don't like her. She has multiple guy friends which she acts differently than she does when she's around me but that's most likely because we all are different people. But I love watching videos of her doing dumb stuff and laughing and she says that's so mean lol. I talk to her more than anyone right now. I'm now going to a private school for my sophomore year and she's staying at that public school but yesterday got me thinking because she was so energetic because we only have one day left of school and she was talking about how she's gonna miss me and I'm gonna miss her too. She's not coming tomorrow so I know I'm a slim possibility. I just feel happier when I'm around her it's weird. She just gave her number to another guy so I'm basically done for lol. I didn't even ask for her number, so yeah I'm done for. I think I should just up, what do you think?

to see for myself?

I actually have been diagnosed with severe bipolar disorder when I was a small child but I think the doctors may have misdiagnosed my mental disorder because I feel that I have is much more than just BP disorder.

Whenever I log on here on GAG, I tend to forget many of the questions that I've asked, then took a look at all my questions which were all in different tones. Depending on my mood, I switch from a friendly guy to an intellectually neutral guy, to a baby boy with constant laughter thinking of his mommy, to a paranoid schizophrenic man, to a self-hating male, to a rageful and bitter misogynist (with some homicidal thoughts), to a racist (with some homicidal thoughts) and to a suicidal teen boy. All of these mood switches cause me to ask multiple offensive and controversial questions that gets my questions reported and banned, which is the reason why I always ask questions on Girlsaskguys anonymously so I don't suffer from possible cyberbullying.

There has been a few times where I've blacked out, had periods of lost time and switched personalities in real life (from what I've been told by a few friends) but LUCKILY, none of my real life personality switches were violent ones, plus I'm very subtle with my DID (people with dissociative disorders are nothing like Hollywood movies portray us). Still, I feel very ashamed of myself deliberately offending everyone here on GAG and now I think my personality is starting to switch to a suicidal boy because of my shameful mood. I just can never live a normal life with my mindset.