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So a while ago my crush now were good friends with me and then he told me that he liked him a while later and I told him that I liked him too. Then we just said that we should keep this silent. And nearly everyday I was waiting for him to ask me out. But he never did. And ever since then we never actually talked to each other we only texted sometimes and that was it. I guess we were both shy around each other.

Then I wanted to start losing some weight because I wanted to be anorexic again and I kinda also wanted his attention. Then later he texted me saying that being anorexic is not good and stuff. And I lied to him telling him that I’m not and he said great.

Then after the holidays my close friend went to a party and he was there too. And he told my friend that he didn’t like me anymore because I was anorexic and I’m thinking that’s bizarre because how can you stop liking someone just because of that. Then she told me and I was really upset because I still really liked him. Then he was telling everyone that he didn’t like me and telling them to shut up when they said our ship name. I just pretended to ignore it. But the strange thing is I feel like he still likes me because I always feel like his eyes are staring at me at the back of my head and I constantly feel like he’s watching me. But my friends asked again if he 99 percent didn’t like me anymore and he answered with 100 percent.

But he’s liked all my posts on Instagram and I’ve checked and he hasn’t even liked all his best friends posts or anything so thats kind of strange. And he always replied to my questions on our class chat. Also in class he’s always talking to all my friends around me but me. I just look down and try to ignore it. Like today he took my friends chair even tho my chair was closer. Like he’s always avoiding me. But we never talked to each other after we liked each other. But always feel like he’s staring at me. Do you guys think that he still likes me or not? please answer x

A little while ago I was talking to this guy , Matthew, and we liked each other. But then a guy I used to like, Ben, started messaging me again and I was completely oblivious to the fact he just wanted sex. I started to prioritise him over Matthew, I didn’t realise how blunt I was being to him. Now I’ve realised what Ben wanted and how harsh I was to Matthew. We had a little bit of a fight when we stopped talking - he was pushing everyone away and I had enough with constantly being issued ultimatums. I apologised to him but he ignored me around 2 weeks ago. He used to really like me and I feel awful for brushing him away ( I really liked that guy for ages, around a year, and thought he liked me). When I see Matthew outside school he turns away so we don’t make eye contact, but I see him watching me when I walk away. Our mutual friend says he still asks about me and id like to be friends with him again. Would I make the situation worse if I asked to meet and talk it out? I’m scared I’ll Be that manipulative girl that fucks with everyone’s feelings, And if that’s what it seems like I won’t message him at all.