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I broke up with my ex for various reasons because he just couldn't treat me right but he's the most amazing person and loyal. I know he does love me but he doesn't love me enough to treat me right. Should I just get over him? I cut off complete contact and then contacted him again and since then he has tried to get back with me but he has stopped now. I am now emotionally damaged because of him and really miss him. I'm trying my best to stay strong because I know if I was to go back I'll get hurt. He hurts me by saying stuff that would emotionally hurt me. I am sensitive so the littlest things hurt. I know he's a good guy but I just feel like I won't be able to find another guy like him or anyone decent 😭. People have told me to avoid speaking about him so I'll forget about him but they don't understand. Just because I don't speak about him, doesn't mean I won't stop thinking about him. I miss him. I have read that going back to the same relationship would give the same result like before. I have been with him for 4 years and supported him every time. Let go of his mistakes and forgiven him every time even when he didn't deserve to have another chance I gave him chances. He's seen me at my worst point and still stayed. I feel so comfortable around him and don't even need to try so hard to even impress him. He's just happy to be with me.