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She is a coworker we work at a gas station so we are together fir like seven eight hours and we are both very Close to each other like I mean staying at the counter just talking most of the night even if it's a dead night in stead of cleaning or stocking the store we have great chemistry I would say always laughing she has told me stuff she didn't. Tell. Other coworkers I've caught her staring at me when she was with a female coworker she likes and her pupils are often very dilated , also she told me that she trusts me an she rarely trust people and I'm different than any guy she meet but she rejects to go out with me on 3 attempts. Saying what if it ruins are friendship and I'm not ready for a relationship Ishe also would not hang out with a female co-worker who suggested to in witch she also has a good time with at work.. I told here I really liked her an I rarely find a female I like sorry ladies but I want a down to earth girl not a party girl by the way I'm 22 she's 23 so now a day's its hard to find this at are ages and I kinda broke the last time an told her I really had fellings for her an asked if she did for me she in a sincere voice said "I don't know Sean I just don't know" and I mentioned here body language said something different she responded maybe I do an I jus don't know it what do you ladies think comments are greatly appreciated

My life will be coming to an end on Dec 29. I know deep down inside everything is over and I am living my last days. I have stopped preparing for finishing college and I have put everything off. Pretty much my gut feeling knows nothing will be happening after that day. My mind knows even subconsciously that I am leaving this earth very soon.

Pretty much I have given up on life. I am living the remainder of my life in pain and anguish and I am actually looking forward to it. I am trying to relieve some of this pain in the meantime.