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Hi me and my ex were together for about 3 years we lived together and had dogs things wernt so great as i wasn't happy and i wansnt that nice to her towards the end as I didn't think I was happy and had a lot of problems in my life anyway we had another big row and i brisk up with her leaving the house after a few weeks. We had some time apart both of us seemed reluctant to get back together not really trying to sket things but still keeping in contact a bit both saying to the other we love each other and miss each other. 2 months had passed we had met a few times and she did want me back, I turned it down both times as one time was to get back together but not to live together again which i didn't agree with so weeks more go on not much contact, in this time somtimes I wasn't too nice to her and she said she didn't no if she wanted to be with me but see her future with me and loved me. Anyway I realised I loved this girl more than anything in the world and tried getting her back and she siad was too late! She always said fight for her so I did but she wouldn't have none of it then I said im moving on ( I was lying to get a reaction) and she said it's breaking her heart and she loves me then Blocked my number and facebook she has already done. I sent her nice messges and sorry for nd things i had done she want perfect but I was far from anyway I sent her flowers to her work she emailed me as I was blocked thanks you lots of kisses not much of a relpy she said she would meet me, then days later nothing I leave it longer nothing so I pop round her house to get somthing I had still there and to see her and she wouldn't even open the door I don't want to talk to you! We was meant to be meeting. Iv changed my mind. Did she have soemone in the house? Has she moved on I don't no? So being an idiot i accuse her and send horrible messges as I can't control my anger and emotions, I send a sorry email but now she won't even talk to me or relpy what can I do i want her bk so Ba

I've liked a few girls before, I've even fallen for a few girls online and on gag, im not ashamed to admit that shit because I'm sure almost all of you have fallen for someone online or on gag to. Sometimes When I'd tell them how I'd feel they would sometimes tell me a complication as to why we couldn't be together.
maybe distance, maybe that's want to Just be single for a while, or maybe a lie or bullahit excuse. But No one has ever told me "no Jay I'm not attracted to you like that." They always tell me some elaborate reasoning. Now I'm a very patient and understsnding kinda guy, I don't get mad or talk shit or ignore them afterwards, I just try to stay cool and understand things from they're point of view. You'd have to really start lying to me a lot or somethin then I'll be like "man fuck this girl she's not worth my time,😓 I don't know what I saw in her to begin with. All that aside I often feel like I'm being tested, girls I weree attracted to in the past would either flirt with other guys infront of me after denying me to be their lovers. Like they tell other guys your hansom or somethin or if I fell for a girl online she would post comments about hangin out with this dude or checkin out that guy and It's posted or done right in my face so I can see definitely see it! I often feel liIke the women is testing me for patience or reaction or somethin, like she wants to find out if I'll get jealous or not give a shit. What does it often mean? Could it mean she don't care what I think? If it's like that and she don't care what I say or think then damn! I'll just Ignore her heartless ass.😤

I think women are. They are good at lying about things. It's natural selection for them to cheat. Also feminism provokes and encourages them to be shallow and cheat.

Im an average guy. I don't attract women cause my looks aren't good enough.