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When I was in 6th grade In fell in love with this girl. However, I knew she'd never like me back. Primarily because I watched her go through a relationship and every class I was in with her she flirted with every boy except me. It made me angry, but not enough to lash out. Then my mom fell in love with my stepdad (not an ex-stepdad) and he was verbally abusive. He commonly used swear words in his insults toward us and didn't really understand us. One time he even called us the most ungrateful children in the world. But anyways, this girl I liked I had in one of my classes; but again, she ignored me, flirted with every boy in class, and when I told my friends who I liked they made fun of her and provoked me by making fun of her and the fact that I like her. Again, I got angry, but I never really let it out. Then at the beginning of the year, again: my friends made fun of her and it was awful. But I eventually got over her, and liked someone else. I told my friends (what an idiot I was) and they told me I made a wise choice, but thing is her and I were in an awkward position in our relationship. She found out, told me she liked me, but then she begins to ignore me.. telling my friend I'm ignoring her, even though all I'm doing is making her taste her own medicine. Now my friend talks to her more than I have in the whole year, and she gives me these stupid a** stares for the whole class. It makes me angry when I think her and my friend have a stronger connection than we have had since we have had since the beginning of last year. Last year we would regularly talk and tease, but ever since I told her I liked someone else she began ignoring me. Today though, I got really angry because my friends kept telling me I was overreacting for them talking to her, and one of my friends even said he was going to f*** her before I ever would. I got very pissed, and one of my friends pointed out how I never seem to be angry.

Point is, is it ok to stock of 3.5 years worth of anger?

So my friend found out I like her, but when she asked me if I did I told her I wasn't sure. Then she began ignoring me, staring at me when I wasn't looking. But we talked it over and we both agreed we liked each other but we decided to be friends and see what happens. Thing is, she ignores me for no reason and purposely talks to all the boys but me. And the worst part is she looks over at me as she does it. Well, I got sick of her games so I decides to completely ignore her and act like she doesn't exist. She tried staring at me while I was looking in her direction, but still ignored it. But suddenly these two girls came over and started talking to me and one began to play with my hair and my friend just stared at it all happen. Then the bell rang and my friend avoided my eye contact and she got out of the class so fast without even saying bye to her friends. I never intended on the two girls coming out of no where.. Just ignoring her and letting her know this is how I feel when she ignores me.

She only starts conversations with me like 3 times a week to see how I'm doing and sometimes she pokes me (which she) does with no one else) and when she does I never really expect them and the conversation is like 10 seconds long. Even my friend who just began talking to her two weeks ago talks to her more than me and her and I have been friends for more than a year.