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Today I just realized how self-conscious I am about being attracted to underage girls. I've come to the point that no matter how hot or attractive an underage girl appears to always feel repulsed by them. I live near a high school and every time I drive around as class is over I always get grossed out every time I subconsciously find myself checking out those girls exiting the school.

The reason why today this has hit me the hardest was because of a girl I been attracted to for quite a while at work. You see I work at a supermarket bagging up groceries and at my job like any typical supermarket we all wear name tags with our uniform. but here where i work we do things a little differently as the employees who are 18 and over wear purple name tags and the underage employees wear yellow. anyways today i was assign to bag at the register this girl was ringing. things where going smooth and i felt like i was ontop of the world as time when along we even ended up talking to each other for a bit. things when smooth as all of the sudden i felt like i was falling off a cliff as we were talking i noticed that her name tag was yellow. even now hours after work i feel repulsed just by thinking that i was actually attracted to a minor all along.

But anyways I just want to know, is it normal to feel this way or am I just overreacting?

Again I am really self conscious about this. I remember back at my last job one of my coworkers was this really cool man who was in his mid to late 40s. He was a good hearted person with lots of morality in his heart, I can't say that now i think low of him but i kinda started having disdaining thoughts about him after one day me and him were having a macho conversation about women and he took out his cellphone and showed me pictures of all the women he's been with and most of them appeared to be a little below half his age (late teens to late 20s)