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we were friends since i was in high school. he had a girlfriend. he started being close to me.. than the girlfriend cheated and a whole bunch of other things so they broke up. he started asking me out since i was 12. I never wanted to date him cause he flirts around with girls a lot. And, if i became his girlfriend i would have been just one on the list. well, that's how i felt like. my dad is a pastor and my whole family is really integrated in the church. so my parents know him, and he knows them.
he used to come to my house sometimes ect... when he finished high school, he moved to the capital for University, and he'll barely talk to me or text me and when he comes back he'll tell me that i'm not close to him anymore. well, i'm not gonna be available for people only when they need me so.. bt once in a while he'll still talk to me and ask me to be his girlfriend...
when i finished high school, my family and I moved to another continent. we'll talk on fb but not for long, and then we didn't talk for like a year. no hi no nothing...

then he wrote me one day... and i was like i thought you died.. lol we always joke around... then he asked me if i had a boyfriend.. i said no cause i didn't... but told him i actually like a guy and all... so i asked him wassup with him? he told me that he got dumped.. the girl was moving to US (the story sounds like she was getting rid of him since she's going abroad) anyways... so he was like the two girls he's in love with don; want him. and i was like, you could have just forgiven the first one.. and he was like: you know i'm not talking about her.. and again this talk started again, me not wanting to be his girlfriend ect...

this year i got a better phone finally.. lol so we've been chating almost everyday for like a few months then we fought over something and he stopped texting...

when i ask him why he likes/loves me? He doesn't even know. he'll just tell me u r special blabla
it feels like a big lie to me...