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I'm not sure what to make of this. The few people I've encountered that did me wronged or treated me horrible, something bad always happened to them. I'll list 3 people.
- My HS bully that turned others against me: She ended a women's shelter because her alcoholic boyfriend would beat her
- A past cheating ex boyfriend from college: His business permanently shut down and he had to start from the bottom at another company.
- A guy's mother who treated me horrible and insulted my parents: She suddenly started having health issues and got diagnosed with diabetes

If this isn't karma I don't know what to call it. I never wished for anything bad to happen to others. I certainly don't even want my worst enemy to become sick nor die. I really want nothing happen but it's like I can't stop it nor have control over it. Bad things have happened to anyone that treated me horrible, bullied or betrayed me badly.

its only when im at home and I tell him im going to go to bed already but really I just plan to watch movies, eat, listen to music, stare blankly at the wall with my dog, and do nonsense things around my place. when we're both still awake we always talk- wether through texting or calling. except when either of us have to do something and give each other the time we need. although I love him and very much enjoy talking to him, the need for plenty of alone time is my necessity. somehow I can't tell him the truth- that I dont want to talk because I need to be alone to waste time. its been happening for quite a while now. sometimes I think he'd suspect saying I've slept for too long or something. its the only time I lie, since im a night owl and he sometimes thinks I sleep early. is this so horrible?