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I'm in a really sticky situation in my life right now. My parents were recently divorced, and my dad moved away to Nevada to get closer to his job and avoid getting fired. I love him so much, and I wish I could be with him every day. I currently live with my mother in Florida, and I can't stand it. I've lived in the same place all my life and I just want to get out and meet new people and see new places. I have the choice to go move with my dad next year.. Honestly I think I just might. My mother is abusive towards me, always putting me down and stealing my things, hitting me, yelling, lying, etc. I can’t stand it. But I’m not entirely sure I want to leave. If I did move, I’m afraid of how she would treat me. I can’t avoid her finding out, as I would have to pack and everything.. But I’m so afraid of the thought of her screaming at me and hitting me. I don’t want it. I also go to one of the best schools in the country- so leaving here would be a big step downwards and bad for my chances of getting into a nice college like I want. Not to mention I would have to leave all my lifelong friends and start a new life with strangers all the way across the country. I’m so scared of what will happen if I go.. But I really really don’t want to stay. I can’t make a decision, and while I’m not saying this will ultimately decide my choice, you guys might be able to provide some insight and help me make my decision in the end. Please?