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QUESTION IS can I trust him and should I give him a second chance? I love him but I feel betrayed.

Entire story (if you care to read):

July
1. He broke up with me.
2. I asked him if he liked someone else and he said NO. Turns out all that time he was dating and having sex with another woman.
3. He was still texting me every day. I miss you 😘🤗😔 but also that it's better not to be together, we are far away, he wants to see me every day, I'm moody and he doesn't know how to make me happy.

August
4. I decided to be strong. I started ignoring him. He was still texting me "😔 ok I'll delete your number" "if you found someone there, just say it!!!" then sending me photos of us.
5. After having sex with one man, I was feeling so bad, I got drunk, cryed and called him. I told him I love you, I miss you and he said "I love you too kitten"
6. I told him I had sex with someone else and
I asked him if he was seeing someone and he said YES. He was seeing one girl for a month and he had sex with her but "I didn't tell you because it didn't mean anything, I want only you, I love you but I don't want a relationship where we are together so rarely".

September
7. He visited me. We clicked immediately like we've never been apart. But the next day I was thinking about what he did. I said maybe you didn't cheat on me but you lied to me, for one month you were keeping me around with cheesy messages while fucking someone else. "I wasn't keeping you around. I only wanted you, I was all the time thinking about you. I'm a bit closed. I am telling you now after you opened up to me. Do you think I'd travel 20 hours to see you if I didn't care?"
8. He sent our selfie to his mom and she said "You made me cry. Your eyes are shining. I knew something good is going on"

He wanted to hold my hand in public, meet my friends and family, but I didn't let him do any of that. He says why are you hiding me. He gave me his credit card and is planning a trip for my birthday.