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Ok so I have a dream, a dream I plan on chasing I just dont know how or whats going to happen. Im in my senior year of high school after that I plan on working for a year to save up for my dream school in a big town thats about 18 hours away from where I currently live, aftwr that I will chase my dream job.

The problem is if I want to save up enough money for college and living expenses for when I go to college Im going to have to be working two jobs (which I dont have a problem with) but I will also have to be not paying rent. Right now I live with my mom and her bf. I would just stay here and work untill I have to go to university but there are a lot of problems with that. First my mom is very controlling, she tries to control ever aspect of my life and I would need to be living without her before she would feel she didn't have any control of where I go to university anymore, also my moms bf is really controlling aswell and they both emotionally abuse me and its hard to stay positive in this house. There energy suckers and I dont feel like I can achieve anything when im in my house. They alsp eat really unhealthy which is impossible to find healthy food so I have no choice to eat bad things which I wanna change. I wanna clear my soul, mind and body and I know I can't do that in my house. I could live with my sister who lives in the same city but I think she would be somewhat controlling as well plus she eats bad too. And the last option would to be to live with my dad but he lives far away and although he's postive and healthy I would feel lonley because no family and I doubt id find many friends in that small town.

What do you guys think would be the best fit? This decisions crucial for my future, if I mess this up I could mess it up my future down the road. Should I just stick it up in my home town or go to my dads and have noone but him even though he's never home? Thanks for your opinions, greatly appreciated