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I've had this huge crush on this guy for two years, and weve texted on and off and had a few flings as well. He doesn't really want anything serious so Im more of infutuated with him than anything else. But I always talk to my bestfriend about him, how he's the hottest guy I've ever met, how I really wish I could get him to like me, and she's even helped me text him several times. He travelled about a year ago to France and yesterday at a party me and my bestfriend bumped into him. I panicked and my bestfriend started laughing, but eventually I got distracted with the music and my friends. A few hours later I spot my bestfriend grab the guy by his hand and disappear into the crowd with him KNOWING I saw her. Atfirst I thought she was telling him something about me or had no bad intentions, but then I saw her sling her arm around his neck and whisper things into his ear. They kept laughing and she would get him close and whisper again. My heart felt sick to the core and I felt like vomitting, not because of him but because she was my bestfriend for two years and had never done something like this before. She kept clinging to him and wrapping her hands around his neck and chuckling, our eyes even met for a second. I garbbed my coat and left her there, even though we initially came together and she didn't have a car. I drove home crying and sick to the core. A few minutes later she texted me why the hell did u leave without me? I didn't even answer her and she never tried to talk to me again since yesterday night. I really feel sick