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I've always had to deal with social anxiety, and when my best friend of 8 years asked me out I said yes, but then my anxiety spiked up so badly because of the expectations that I thought he had of me (He didn't he was the same as always) that I broke up with him.
After a couple of months without talking, we started talking again and decided to get back together, but the same happened and we both agreed to break up.
His friends (that were also my friends at the start of this) were fed up with the situation and took his side and stopped talking to me, at first I thought that they simply were better friends with him, but latter on when he and I started talking again he said that those friends would kill him if they knew we were talking, so we started dating again in secret (I was better because I graduated and moved out of my parents house) and we lasted longer than we usually did, but then his friends found out about us, and a week later he broke up with me over text (I have to say that one of those friends told him "you should have fucked her and left").
We never talked again, but now I miss him, and he didn't really did anything bad to me, he was really sweet and all that, but his friends were idiots who brainwashed him, I know that they have some points, because we broke up because of me two times before, but we were okay so I don't know
What should I do?

This was over a year ago

Before i left my group of friends full of guys
I dated one of my guy friends his name will be N-guy
Me and N-guy had a off start before we officially dated
He liked me but i didn't at tht time (2011) i rejected him

I liked him but he didn't at tht time (2015) he rejected me

Then finally we dated (2019) we both liked each other

But after 3 months we broke up we agreed to be friends but thats not what I'm upset about

You see before we dated on 2019,
on 2015 when i liked N-guy people in our friend group told me to stop liking N-guy i was told that we would be an unstable couple and would never last a week if I dated him." I was a bother" towards N-guy

However on 2018-2019 before we dated, our whole friend group told me things like
"Oh u should date him"
"You guys would be good together"
"Give him chance"
"You used to like him"
But i thought we would be unstable?
"But that was agesss ago its good now"

So I thought yeah maybe it was, so i dated N-guy that promised me he would be with me forever and would told me tht i have full control in relationship
(I was naive)
when later on i found out he doesn't like me anymore the whole group did a plan to make me hate N-guy so i would break up him... to save him the trouble of being the bad guy

N-guy would say things like
- "Shut up"
- "Omg your being annoying play the game
- "I feel uncomfortable with u
- "Yeah (myname) go away no like u"

When N-guy told the group his plan it didn't work so he basically broke up with me on the 30th April on the phone...

The group of course told me
"You made N-guy feel this way"
"YOU TREATED WRONG"
"You bullied him thats why"
"Hes no longer interested in u"
"Your such a bother"

N-guy became meaner towards me which everyone in my group became meaner to me

I tried fighting back and joke around like them but i was told to be a bully tht doesn't take their jokes well and should shut up

Thats how my group got "toxic towards me"
Was it still right to leave them?
Did i deserve it?