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I was born on the Capricorn-Aquarius Cusp, aka 'The Cusp of Mystery and Imagination', and the description more or less fits me to a T. People like me are known for being disciplined, patient, loyal, traditional, ambitious, offbeat, progressive, cautious, practical, friendly, realistic, curious, stable, funny, confident, unique, attractive, competitive and multi-talented- and they excel at learning, creative and intellectual pursuits, and at business affairs. However, they may also be rebellious, narrow-minded, controlling, cold, harsh, depressed, stubborn, secretive, aloof and over-critical, and typically find it harder to cope with negative experiences, societal barriers, and with forming and maintaining personal relationships.

I can be flamboyant and exciting, especially in private, but tend to come across as quite quiet, reserved, responsible and unassuming in public. I'm extremely visual, with vivid dreams and fantasies that make the real world seem dull in comparison, serving as my inspiration for creativity in writing, art and other endeavors. I need creative outlets, and have a deep need to communicate what I experience, as well as to change the world for the better. I can be critical or bossy, with very high standards and expectations of everyone, especially myself- setting lofty goals for myself, and refusing to give up on them.

However, I can be, and have been, thrown out of balance by unexpected challenges and too many negative experiences. I find it difficult to let go of negative criticism (including self-criticism) and lack of understanding from others; my pride (or lack thereof) is extremely important to me. I feel a need for security, and need to be in control and to be dominant to feel secure; but at the same time, I can't compromise on my own personal freedoms- and finding the right balance between security and freedom in personal relationship can be incredibly difficult. So, would any of you girls ever date a guy like that- a guy like me?