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Alright, I've known this girl for quite some time. We started trying out luck with a long distance relationship. We started dating in early November. Honestly, I'm deeply in love with this girl. I can't imagine dating someone else. She's amazing. She says she's in love with me and I believe it too. Because we're perfect for each other. Well, everything was going fine until New Years Day. She said that she ran into her ex at the party she went to. So I asked what happened and she said she avoided him all night. I believe her. But then she went on to say that, he was very apologetic for breaking up with her. He said that he deserves a second chance. So she told him she has a boyfriend (me) he asked where I lived and she told him and he laughed. He said then that he deserves a second chance because of how far away I live (1500 miles). So she then tells me that she has to think about it and broke up with me. She said that she was trying to meet someone closer because the distance is so hard. It really is. But I've been willing to do whatever it takes. So a few days later, she messages me and says "Hey.." so I was thinking "Oh boy worse news!" I responded casually with a "Hey" and she said that she was a horrible person. So I told her she wasn't. Because she isn't. So she asked why I'm still so nice to her, I should be mean. I said because... I know what it's like to have everyone hate you. And I made a vow to never hate anyone. I forgive what has been done to me as I hope others forgive the things I do to them. That's actually how I am. I've known true sadness. And I don't like seeing others sad... But after that she asked if we could get back together and I took a few days to think about it. I said that I wasn't sure because while I forgive her, I'm not sure she won't do it again. So I took a few days to think and she was rather sad about it. She said that.. without me, she wanted to die. She actually said that. I'm still not sure if getting back together with her was the right decision. Because I feel like I was guilted into it. I can't have blood on my hands for not taking someone back. You know? So I decided, I'll see where this goes. She tries building up my trust again and it was sorta working. But recently, I found out she reactivated her profile on the site we met on, It's a dating/social networking site. She said that she's just looking for friendship, but whenever she says she's busy. I can see that she's online on there (we aren't friends on there). I told her that I didn't delete mine because I have friends on there. But she's going out and flirting. She's sets her status to bored when we're having a serious conversation. It's frustrating. I wish I could tell her to delete it. But I don't wanna be that guy. Another thing is that, we sext a lot. I found out today that she was lying to me about being horny. She said that she lied to not make me feel bad. But I want honesty.. It's frustrating. What do you think I should do?