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We had deeper arguments than the usual this year. one involved him pushing me to the ground and resulting me using my fist. I don't agree w/ relationship violence, but it was horrible. We make up then we argue. I know, yeah we spend a lot of time together. Mostly with his friends. (Oh yea he sells weed, so yea). Last week started horrible. I used his phone and dm'ing other girls some were old some was recent. He has a tinder & I look through it to see what is said. Flirting & more flirting. I get upset & he gets mad at me. After I get off work, he says he never has cheated on me & would never. Hugs me in a tight hug, I cried because I felt like I still didn't believe him. That's when the whole dynamic of our relationship changed. He has came over my house and spent the night three days in a row (I believe it was guilt). Saturday he has avoided me. All day, all night. He reply to me when I would surpass at least three msgs and a phone call. Then it gets later and I go to his house. Basically, he left me crying all night. Then the next day he was gone from his house & I bugged him again. He invited me over w/ his friends, he embarrassed me w/ his "plugs" text that was a meme "of what your girlfriend thinks yur doing, (a pic of asses everywhere in some guys face) he calls him n leaves the room "that's funny u texted that..." I assumed he was at a strip club. I didn't care just the principle. I was right. We argued I left. I didn't text or call he calls me saying "wrong number" purposely. I didn't react so I didn't call back or text him. The next day he texts me "hey, wyd" I didn't reply or call. It upsets me to even think about it. He hasn't done anything either. What should I do?