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All the men that I’ve ever attracted were typically never good looking. I’m not a 10 by any means but I’m told I’m cute etc. I usually don’t attract good looking men, I attract good looking guys but they are either just bad company OR if they’re good looking, they’re my same height/only an inch taller. Why is it anytime I attract a decent looking guy they’re always the same height as me? Or am I unlucky? I just have preferences, I’m not an asshole.

here are my views real quick

abortion: pro choice (but should be restricted after 3 months & illegal after 6 months unless the mom would die & you can't save the baby

feminism: I'm a feminist, but I don't like modern day feminism that much. think it's too infiltrated by radicals

racial stuff: I do think black people & minorites still have to deal with pervasive racism but it's not as bad as some of the activists say it is. do think there is a police brutality problem but I don't really fully support blm bc of some stuff they've done, how they protest & the founders being terrorists apparently

immigration: I'm anti illegal immigration & I want reinforced vetting & control (but humane though obv no disgusting forced sterilization, sexual abuse, seperation, exc.. and that's a big issue). Think there should be more filtration of legal immigrants who are from certain problematic countries like afghanistan, yemen, exc... who aren't very educated (in terms of morals. like medieval views, misogyny, rape myths, homophobia, weird views on what's moral or not, pro pedophilia, exc...)

lgbtq+: fully support gays, lesbians, bis & trans people. but I don't really agree with transtrenders & the whole nonbinary thing. in my opinion there's only 2 genders (maybe 3 if you count hermaphrodites). I do think the lgbtq+ does face some discrimination still today. I'm for gay marriage.

economic shit: I'm a socialist I think. I want free healthcare, lowered taxes on the poor & higher taxes on the rich, higher min wage, more pensions & aids for people that need, higher control by the government of companies. but I want to increase military spending too

other stuff: more gun regulation but not anti gun. pers think we need a deep cleansing of the government bc of mass corruption, epstein type stuff, exc... maybe even some sort of revolution I don't know, don't like donald trump, I'm an atheist

So all the men that I’ve ever attracted were typically never good looking. I’m not a 10 by any means but I’m told I’m cute etc. I usually don’t attract good looking men, I attract good looking guys but they are either just bad company OR if they’re good looking, they’re my same height/only an inch taller. Why is it anytime I attract a decent looking guy they’re always the same height as me? Or am I unlucky? I just have preferences, I’m not an asshole.

To add to that, I don’t have any friends. I have online friends & don’t speak to anyone at my job. For most of my work & school environments, I always had one or two enemies. I am quiet so I don’t get why this happens to me, to add to this mess, I do not like my upstairs neighbor. I had one before and the new one is just as loud. I only have a few family members that I can speak to and somewhat trust, lastly, I have an elderly dog that can’t control when he needs to go to the bathroom.

So all the men that I’ve ever attracted were typically never good looking. I’m not a 10 by any means but I’m told I’m cute etc. I usually don’t attract good looking men, I attract good looking guys but they are either just bad company OR if they’re good looking, they’re my same height/only an inch taller. Why is it anytime I attract a decent looking guy they’re always the same height as me? Or am I unlucky? I just have preferences, I’m not an asshole.

I'm not sure what to make of this. The few people I've encountered that did me wronged or treated me horrible, something bad always happened to them. I'll list 3 people.
- My HS bully that turned others against me: She ended a women's shelter because her alcoholic boyfriend would beat her
- A past cheating ex boyfriend from college: His business permanently shut down and he had to start from the bottom at another company.
- A guy's mother who treated me horrible and insulted my parents: She suddenly started having health issues and got diagnosed with diabetes

If this isn't karma I don't know what to call it. I never wished for anything bad to happen to others. I certainly don't even want my worst enemy to become sick nor die. I really want nothing happen but it's like I can't stop it nor have control over it. Bad things have happened to anyone that treated me horrible, bullied or betrayed me badly.

So all the men that I’ve ever attracted were typically never good looking. I’m not a 10 by any means but I’m told I’m cute etc. I usually don’t attract good looking men, I attract good looking guys but they are either just bad company OR if they’re good looking, they’re my same height/only an inch taller. Why is it anytime I attract a decent looking guy they’re always the same height as me? Or am I unlucky? I just have preferences, I’m not an asshole.