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D ya know that moment when u know that u've run off the rails and ya expecting karma to hit u but somehow it waits 'till ya forgetting it so that ya just surprised when it smashes ur face?
If yes, I'd be very interested in reading ur story!

We broke up February this year, 2020. The entire relationship he put me down and abused me in all forms, probably cheated on me too. I can't lie because of his abuse it did make me snap sometimes and prior to him I was never like this with other men. One time I put him in a chokehold, I spit on him, I stabbed him with a pen and sprayed him with pepper spray. I'm not proud of this but I think all the things he was doing to me started to effect me and then I got pregnant by him and he continued to abuse me while pregnant.

Anyway do you think his new girlfriend or whoever he's messing with is abusing him (his karma) or he's talking about me yet again in his Facebook post?

If so would you say this was my karma.

Long ago, I was in a long-term relationship. I was 19 and he was in his early 20's. One day I started bleeding (after doing lots of exercise and some heavy lifting) and it wasn't my period. Unaware, I had technically gotten pregnant and the fetus died. At the time, I felt happy and said to my boyfriend ''I never wanted that thing anyway''. He couldn't understand my cold, nonchalant attitude. I used to say loudly to friends ''I wish I never become a mother, I'll give it away anyways, I have no maternal feelings at all'. I was into college, parties, and getting drunk on some Saturdays.

Years later at the age of 26, I had two vivid dreams. One of them was about getting an abortion and another about a toddler crying, pleading not leave him, repeating ''You love me, you love me''. I woke up all shaken. It seemed real. Then just last year, I lost my child (a girl) on my 6th month. This time I wanted her. I'm 28 now and it was a struggle to get pregnant (it was a complicated one too), only to lose her. Is this my karma?