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My ex girlfriend dumped me a few weeks ago because of my drinking problem. Alcohol turns me from a nice sweet guy to a rude argumentative yelling a**hole. She said she doesn't love me anymore, because I am not the man she fell in love with in the beginning. She said I have blown all my chances (we have fought and broken up a couple times in the last year). I tried begging, pleading, and crying (I know the OPPOSITE of what you are supposed to do) for another chance promising to never drink again. She stated I would never quit (I had tried before for 42 days only to fail). She then told me to have a nice life and blocked me. Since then, here is what has happened:
-I have been sober 18 days
-I see a therapist and am prescribed antidepressant a drug that helps reduce alcohol cravings
-I have been eating healthier, exercising, and have lost 15 pounds (I admit I have become overweight)
-She unblocked me and invited me out for ice cream. We went out for ice cream, went back to my place, played Call of Duty, and she slept over (no sex). Just cuddling and she held my hand all night.
-The next night, she came over after work (she is a waitress and works late) and slept over. We couldn't get our clothes off fast enough... let's just put it that way
-After the sex, she told me multiple times how she has missed me
-The next morning, while at work, we were snapchatting casually. I started throwing in a little flirting, and she got upset. She said I was starting to cross a line. I then asked her if she meant what she said last night about missing me. She said "Yes... but I don't want to admit it." I then brought up how passionate last night was, and she replied saying it was a mistake and never should have happened
-I asked her besides my drinking, what hesitations does she have about getting together. She said she doesn't want to fall into the same trap again
-She then said she can't do this anymore, and proceeded to block me

Will she eventually unblock me/come back? I love her..

My best friend and his crush approached to offer me a community where we, indeed, enjoyed spending each other after my horrible break up. After months, turned out she had a deep crush on me since middle school. Her deep passion was like a sweet assuaging candy to my heart, which was as cold as ice still trying to cover up the wounds that my break up left to my heart.

Days and days I still can hear her echo, soothing her baby sister from the third floor of her house like a cup of warm milk mixed with her honey at the middle of cold night, but as her hand approached to mine, I could never forget the face, the face of a tortured heart engraved on my friend's face. I knew this guy since elementary school. We weren't close, but we did the moment. He was not a good looking man.

She was not a good looking girl.

However, they both have the warmest smiles you have ever seen. The smile of a soothing warm, happy sunlight in your cold days. And the smile of of a sad, cool rain in your hot days.

I still indeed was astray from my break up. I did not love her, and as brocodes, one bro shall never date another bro's love. And I made that clear, very clear. Clear enough to hear her crying as I walked away. Clear enough to wear her ring given to me as my necklace, a symbol of a delayed love.

You know... we always rode bicycle back to school. To be honest, those were my good old days. I have never forgot their faces when saying good bye to me.

A face of an endured bucket of tears. And the face of hopelessness in easing the love of his life. As the train parted, my heart did not even ache, but their faces... forever have haunted me.

May I ask what your story is?