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I've dealt with depression, self harm, and suicide in my past but it went away for quite a few years

within the last almost 3 weeks though, i have been feeling extremely demotivated, feel like I've only slept for 30 minutes even though my fitbit tells me i got at least 6.5 hours, am losing interest in things i really loved doing, constantly feel on edge, am fidgeting NONSTOP, am losing feeling/emotion, and just so many more things

aside from my family and house being a very toxic environment to be with and live in (which i still live in cuz i can't afford to move out yet even with a roommate or two), i am starting to not be able to tell the difference between reality and whatever is going on in my mind. i will admit that i do feel psychotic. this is simply because I've never known how to manage my emotions like a normal person since i have dealt with so much mental health before

but back to what i was originally asking... is my depression coming back or am i just living a very stressed life right now? to me they're hard to differentiate and its honestly hard to explain why

anyways, lmk!

lets say you and your family will be paid 5K month to take care of him. His name is Darry and he's 14 years old. When he was 6 he was ra*ped and s*exully abused by a 35 year old man. The man would also hit him, beat him, starve him and beat him so much he had several broken bones and bloody noses. At some point Darry was beaten so much he vomited blood. Darry would kick, push and voiently grab animals and yell at them, he tried to r*ape a 12 year old girl, he kicked, punched and threw objects at his old foster mother. He pulled knives on other people, he hears voices and self harms often. Almost killed himself twice and tried to stab his foster dad after he tried to disarm him. He picked up a dog by its neck, threw it and screamed at the dog in front of his foster parents. He also used to do a lot of stealing from stores. He also bites, runs away and says he will kill everyone. Would you adopt a kid like this if you would get 5K month for it?