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I am just gonna blurt everything oot, cause I am really confused about my situation.
I met a guy...
I have met many ni ei guys, but there is always something in the way! Always! (once a guy started having drug problems, once it was my friends ex and once he met another girl at the sama time... and so on)
So now I met this guy. He is everything I have ever dreamed of, I am head over heals into him... But we are only just getting to know each other... And today he revieled that he is gonna go to the other side of the planet earth for god knows how long to risk his life 😳 I am devastated... Almost crying over a guy I just got to know. He asked me if I wanna continue seeing him still... And without hesitation I said yes. Now I have been all moody and worried about this... What is gonna happen? I have a few guesses...
1. I am gonna get blinded and fall in love, and then it is gonna crush my life when he leaves in about one month.
2. I am gonna have the time of my life and then get over him...(never...)
3. I am gonna leave this situation and him

All these three options could be possible, but the 2. Is a little questionable, because I am already very very into him. What do you this about this situation? Is it worth the risk? He wants to continue and see, but I just started to get worried about this. I can't see myself breaking up with him just because he goes away, but would it be possible to continue a relationship? I know there is no point in thinking this far because we literally just started seeing. But I have started to protect myself from all this love-bullshit... You know?

Okay so I dated this guy for a little over a month, we talked for 7 weeks previously before we dated & the thing is we never got to meet each other in person. He lived in the same town that I live in but, he'd just never meet me. We met through Instagram, and about 2 weeks after I mentioned the idea of meeting him in person bc I really liked him and he said he'd love to. He never brought up the idea of meeting for a long time and so I brought it up about 2 months later and he said he's busy with his family and that he wanted to but he couldn't.

So the next following month (this month) I tried to bring it up again and he still wouldn't do it & I got upset and told him that I wanted to and I didn't like dating someone I never met. & so he still said he couldn't and I asked why and he said "I honestly don't know" and I got fed up with it and I dumped him. & he blocked me on almost everything.

He used to text me everyday on his own and we'd talk for hours & I miss that & I miss talking to him. I feel very empty & lonely. I feel like there's a hole in my heart. I just don't look forward to every day now.

Do you think breaking up with him was a mistake?

So many people assume that you shouldn't be as hurt if you're the one who's breaking it off... but having just gone through breaking up with someone myself, I don't see how anything could be harder than this. On top of the grieving of the relationship and missing the other person, there's a huge sense of guilt in knowing that you're causing all of this, and that there's no one to blame but yourself, even if the reasons for calling it off were legit.

I would much rather be the one who's been dumped, rather than do the dumping...