Search Results: i dont know if i can trust him

I never got closure about this question. My ex was my first love. The thing I loved the most about him was that he was himself. Im humble but I came to realize that most guys only like me for my looks. Thats the thing I get complemented on the most, but people rarely take the time to know my personality or truly show me theirs. But with him, we were genuine. From the moment we met, I felt as though he was always being himself. And he came to realize that I didn't judge him one bit, even when he didn't have food in the house or money to take me out, I would bring food or I would TRY to take him out but he never accepted. He also bought me many expensive gifts, the most expensive was an apple ipad and he took me on dates every week and to his house most days. He even suggested I move in with him. He offered to teach me how to drive, he wanted to meet my family (I met his), he talked to me every day and every minute of the day I knew I could text him and within seconds he would be texting me back. He came to my job almost everyday for months just to see me. I gave him my virginity. Like, I thought I knew him. He seemed so real. We broke up because of him keeping secrets from me and damaging my trust but right we broke up he acted completely different, like he didn't care about me at all. I couldnt text or call him because he wouldn't respond most times, he became distant and acted like he didn't even want to fix things. He acted like a complete stranger and our relationship went from feeling real to nothing. He only texted when he wanted to have sex and he would drop me off as soon as we were done. He told me he still loved me, but I clearly couldnt work anything out with him because he didn't seem to want me anymore. At first I felt worthless but I eventually stopped giving a fuck. I want to tell myself that he never loved me because it seems logical since he treats me like nothing now after HE is the one who broke MY heart. But I dont know.

Today, my boyfriend (of 1.5 years) texted me saying "i need to talk to u about something"
So I called him and this was our conversation:
Him - honestly, i dont feel comfortable with us anymore
Me - what do u mean?
Him - I dont trust u anymore
Me - why?
Him - u went through my phone when I was sleeping, you called another guy up when u were drunk, u lock ur facebook messenger app and your instagram. Thats a red flag. And u texted another guy few weeks ago but u hid it from me. When i asked to see the messages, you didn't let me see it. That means you're hiding stuff from me. I dont like that
Me - Im not cheating on u
Him - I know ur not cheating on me but ur hiding stuff from me. Even when someone messages u, u hide your phone away from me
Me - Im a private person
Him - U know all my passwords. I dont hide stuff from u. When i saw u locked ur messenger and instagram, I keep thinking ur hiding stuff from me. I dont like that. Next time im going through ur phone and see those messages from that guy u didn't let me see last time. If u dont, we are done. Thats not right. U dont keep things from ur partner. I dont like playing games.
Me - yeah ok u can see all my messages
Him - secondly, u don't talk much. It bothers me. Ur so quiet. Ur not lively. I want to be with someone who talks more. I know this is how u are and I can't change u. I just don't know why I'm still with u.
Me - yeah ok so what u wanna do? Are we still together? U dont see future with me?
Him - we are still together but yeh i dont see u as wife material unless you change your ways. Not hiding shit from me and talk more. One wrong thing u do again like calling another guy up or messaging other guys, we are done. I want to see us in the future but right now I can't. Im forcing myself to still be with u because Im hoping u can change ur ways and hoping u make more effort and hoping u can be more mature
If he doesn't wanna be with me anymore, why wouldn't he just leave me then?
by the way im 22 and he's 27

So yes my boobs are huge and I've always been very self conscious about my body and waist but one thing I know people find attractive are boobs so i took advantage of that and showed them off every chance I could. I'm in college so its a little more acceptable to dress that revealing. But I'm starting to wonder if the way I dress (When i go out only) translates to more then wow she's hot. I'm worried it translates to she's a slut she's looking for attention. I get looks from girls and it hurts because like trust me if i had that tiny waist i would show it off in a tight shirt or crop top, but my best asset are my boobs so thats what Iead with. I'm really into this guy but now I'm worried he thinks im a slut or wtvr. I definitely get attention from guys which i dont mind, but im starting to worry this is ruining my reputation. My friends say "no dont worry, its college, you're hot, its your thing, you're known for it and theyre natural if youve got em, flaunt em" but im still worried bc I've been called horrible names by jealous girls and it does hurt, at the same time i like the attention from guys and it makes me feel hot. Please let me know if it translates to you more then just being hot and if it had to do with me as a person

Me and my boyfriend been together for more than 1 year
2 weeks ago we broke up (coz of my trust issues - kept accusing him of cheating and wanting to be with other girls)
He has never cheated on me and always tried for me to trust him but i couldnt so he got fed up and broke it off and blocked me on everything (fb, instagram, calls) and deleted all our pictures
And then 3 days ago, he drove to my place and called me to talk to me
He apologized for breaking it off and that he really wants me to trust him coz it makes him upset and all and that he can't stay away from me and misses me a lot
He wants to get back together but he wants to take it slow this time
And ofcourse i agreed coz i do love him
So next day he took me out to lunch and movie as usual and then he dropped me home
He unblocked me on everything and added me back on everything
Then, on facebook and instagram, he kept liking all my new photos and commenting (so obviously he was stalking my page)
And these are the problems i have:
So today, i stalked his page and saw that his relationship status is still "single"
I screenshotted this and sent it to him and said "single huh?"
He said "oh shit.. i didn't know that anyone can see it" but he still didn't change it
And then the next day, when he called me he said "how do i change the status? I dont know how to do it"
And then i said "bullshit.."
And then he said "i swear.. I don't know how. I will figure it out later"
And he still hasn't changed it
And then he shared this post saying "everyone is growing up and having kids.. and im like here whatever"
Does this mean he doesn't want any of his friends to know that he got back together again with me?
I know that his family knows that we are together though