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On one hand he tells me about his life, dreams, saying he wants to take me there to his dream places, telling me he wants to cook with me teaching me how to make that and that, I spend the night don't have sex immediately but talk, joke, sometimes we been out together, talking about what we are, saying he would get jealous if I was with someone , we can talk on the phone long and he says he misses me and he knows I am into him.

On the other hand when he talks about what we are he sounds confused and is like we are seeing each other but no label and we both single. We don't have daily communication and lately I feel it is me initiating more, last night I thought we had plans to meet up but he misunderstood and thought I was at a party and called me 8 am saying he would come when I told him I was home he was just like ok goodnight call you later and he never did and I even texted.

I just had enough. I am tired of thinking about him every damnn minute of the day, getting butterflies when meeting him and falling in love with him if he is not there. So waiting all night (not waiting per se but couldn't sleep thinking about him, and I have a life please big family, friends, school, my hobby that is dance etc) until 5 am I had it and texted him and said something:

I am falling for you, I like you you too much. I can't keep it casual while I am getting feelings. I know you said you want to keep it casual, so I think we should stop seeing each other while we are still good and until you figure out what you want.

Did I make a mistake, I haven't checked my phone since because I am panicking not knowing if I made a mistake, I still want to see him but I can't have a friends with benefits situation while in love with him, also I hope I didn't hurt his feelings, I don't know if he will just say ok cool really cold, be mad and say I am too much and a coward for texting, or call and says these things or want to make it serious to not loose me. Do you think I made a mistake?

Friend one: doesn't support my decisions, says I'm gonna end up unemployed, complains that we don't see each other as often anymore, leaves me on read for MONTHS
Friend two: leaves me on read for hours while making plans
Both "secretly" hang out with each other and people I don't really like
Friend three: tells me to hang out, then leaves me on read for months
Friend two is about to come over cuz he wants to plan a Halloween party with me but I don't know if I even wanna see any of them. What should I do?