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My boyfriend and I have been together for about 4 months now. We are both 18 and he was a virgin when we met. I was lonely at a party one night and I had sex with a guy, it was a mistake. In the beginning of the relationship I told him that I wanted to wait to have sex and he agreed. But he assumed me wanting to wait meant that I was a virgin too, so I just sort of went along with it not wanting to disappoint him.

Last night we had sex for the first time and he was super sweet. He went slow and had a warm wash cloth in case I bled. He told me to "hold onto him if it hurt too much." It was sort of awkward for me as he was being very reassuring the whole time and I had already done it before. I felt bad but I didn't know what to say.

Should I tell him now? What do I say if I do?

It's strange how I ended up here. I was adamant about sex after marriage, and I even thought I was asexual. However, after I met him, I felt... different.

I met him online (off a pilot's forum). We were talking about innocent things for a month, but then he started mentioning what my body type is like. After describing it, he said he wanted a full body photo, but immediately apologised if that made me feel uncomfortable. I sent him innocent ones next to the plane.

Then, he started hinting that if we met, we'll do more than kissing. I asked him if he has ever dated before weeks ago, he said no. So this time, I hesitantly asked if he was a virgin. He said yes. Then we starting sexting (roleplay, no naked pictures) and we discussed about the possibility of a long term relationship and leave sex for later.

He is 20 and I am 18. Do you think what he said is the truth? I find it... hard to believe. I thought it's a fair trade to exchange virginities.