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When my friend gets drunk or tipsy she starts saying things to me like "kiss me" or "would you kiss me" or "take my hand" without looking me in the eyes but down. Id laugh it off and say "Im not that flexible with my sexuality" and she would smirk but not say much after it. At first I thought it was a joke but now she's said it more than three times since I've known her. When she's sober she always emphasises how pretty I look in dresses and how I apparently have the perfect body (I dont encourage her)

What do you think?

Not really a question. Just wanted to express how I was feeling. I just really would like to have someone with me. As in a relationship/date someone. Maybe I am a bit of a hopeless romantic low key, even though at times I may act all cool and that I can handle things on my own, which to some degree I can, but that is not what I mean. I don't always let other people see it most of the time, but I can be a pretty emotional person. I can do things on my own for the most part, but it's just nice to have someone there with you. I don't know, the simple things, just sharing each other's company, cuddling, kissing. Currently 18, and I have experienced none of that. Not even had a kiss, a peck on the lips. Only has a few, like two or three crushes as well. The one person I told that I Iiked him, he friendzoned me. That's the farthest I ever got with someone. Also, I am not sure of my sexuality, as in who I like as well, so that can maybe potentially complicate things. I don't want and am not going to rush into things just to experience them with anybody. I just really want that for myself someday, just to see what it feels like, and hopefully I won't have to wait too long, because I really want to experience that.