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i became best friends with a guy about 5 years ago, it was like an instant connection. we dated and I was going through some hard things and it made sense at the time to break up with him for a while, we stayed close friends though. I don't know if he ever stopped liking me. he moved 20 or 30 miles away and I hadn't seen him from around September/October 2009 until July 9, 2011. he's in a place for accusations being made, long story. anyways, a couple days ago he told me I was the first girl he actually took on a date. I have a weird thing I don't kiss guys until I'm 100% sure, I guess its I get close, I never did kiss him even though I kind of wanted to. I saw him the 9th then 6 days later. he was putting his head on my shoulder again and took my arm and put it around him for a funny picture,you'd have to see it to get the feeling I got, kind of felt like he was looking for ways to touch me. the next time I saw him as soon as we walked out the door to hang out outside with his mom and his sister he grabbed and locked arms & skipped...yet another feeling of him trying to get close to me. he sat close to me when we sit on the grass, I mean like RIGHT next to me, about as close as he could get. his mom made a comment that he gets all hyper or whatever(I forgot her wording) when I'm around that he's been less trying to be the comedian but then I'm around and he's making me laugh nonstop. then she was talking about if we went out again and blahblahblah, and we weren't talking about going out...i think maybe she knows something I don't. at one point I told his sis "yeah he's like a bro 2 me" she's like "well I can tell you he def don't think of you like a sis", as in he still likes me. anyways, his sis set us to married on fb and my friend asked if I was dating him and it really 100% kicked in how much of a mistake breaking up with him was and I almost cried, I did later. his sis & her and I's friend both keep being like "i don't know why you ever dumped him" and when I told her(his sis, leah) how I can't seem to tell him my feelings completely, I partly did, she said "well I dumped a guy a long time ago and to this day I regret it. write him a letter if you have 2 just make sure you tell him". when I told him he seemed deep in thought(on the phone) and asked if he thought we'd ever go out again he was like I don't know maybe. he used to ask questions like if id ever marry him or have kids with him. as I talk to him he says he's got a lot going on, which he does, and he doesn't know right now how he feels about me and stuff. a girl he was friends with betrayed him so when that happened he was more distant, like he was afraid to be close to anyone, but he's getting really close 2 me again. he said last night he wishes he had money 2 buy me stuff(we were talking bout his birthday gift I'm getting him). he always says when he gets 2 go home he'll ride his bike all the time(like every other day) 2 c me if his mom won't drive him. he's not a player, I can tell you that.