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I've been with my girlfriend for about 3-4 months by now. She's the first girlfriend I've ever had, and I absolutely love her. She's rather tomboyish, having interest in gender-neutral or slighty masculine activities, like sports, video games, action shows/movies, reading, etc. She's also very sweet, and gentle, yet firm and a bit sarcastic. And as a side-thing, she's absolutely beautiful. Her personality is why I truly like her, but her good looks are hard to resist.

Either ways, I really like her, and really respect her, and want the best for her possible. I've never had much personal experience with girls, and I am sort of a slave to my hormones, always wanting to look at the "stuff" (boobs, butt, legs), and my face turns redder the more I try to resist. I respect women a lot, but I literally can't help myself.

And a few days back, she said she really wants to go to the beach with me. We live in Florida, so the beaches here are absolutely beautiful.

But the thing is, I don't want to see my girlfriend as an object. And she's not gonna wear a "modest" swimsuit, either. She has several photos on her social media of her and her friends hanging out at the pool and beach together in bikinis, which is basically a waterproof bra and panty.

And she IS gonna be touchy. In her photos she's hugging her female friends in bikini. And while around me, she always hugs and kisses me. Her bare skin against mine isn't gonna make me less nervous.

Heck, just merely when she wore shorts to Universal Studios, I could barely help myself from just seeing her bare legs. She was like, "Is something wrong, sweetie? You look kind of uneasy, and you're turning really red! Want me to get some help for you?" And I was like, "No, don't worry about it, baby, it's just really hot, since this is Florida, after all!"

So should I go with her? I haven't agreed on whether I should go or not, so I can still say yes or no.