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I made a Christmas card, Valentine’s Day card, Apology card and drew some flowers for the girl I like, but she wants nothing to do with me and wants me to leave her alone for some reason.

The apology card was to let her know, that I’m sorry for texting her a lot. I invited her to a bowling event with co-workers, but she never got back to me about coming and I was texting her too much asking, if she was coming.

I asked for everything I made for her back. It only makes sense, that she does, but she’s keeping everything and still wants me to leave her alone. So, she wants nothing to do with me anymore, but still keeps the drawings and the cards, that I worked hard on for her, makes no sense. Getting everything back is my way of moving on.

There was this one time in my junior year when I confessed to my crush (who was a senior) through text (because I was supposed to confess to her during her graduation rights but I was sick that day) and got nothing in response. I told my best friend about it and he told me that "maybe" (with the air quotes) she's just in a state of euphoria or something because I confessed my feelings to her. I chose to believe in that, and days turned to weeks, and weeks turned to months and I still got none. So I finally decided that I'd let it go and deleted our conversation. This January I she popped up on my insta (I was on a 3 year hiatus with the internet I shut off all my social media accounts) and I remembered that I used to have a crush on her, so I decided to ask her how she was. She said she was fine and that she was sorry for not responding. Have you ever felt that feeling that love never dies? I thought I have gotten past that point of me having a crush on her but that weird peculiar feeling went back. I was mad at her for bringing that up but I just went with it because it was partly my fault for reaching out to her. Now I'm just too scared to go out there, I know not every woman in this planet would react that way but we learn from our mistakes and I stand firm at what I believe in (me no longer going out = me no longer getting hurt the same way). Maybe going all out on someone was not a good idea, maybe I should go easy next time. I'm sitting here with nothing much to do, should I text her?