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Just curious. My friend found out I liked her and told me she felt the same too, problem is, I told her I liked someone else last month and she began to ignore me. Anyways on Monday she said "hey" to me and we talked a bit. Then on Wednesday she seemed different. Whenever I was talking to my friend she would walk up and talk to him and smile and completely ignore me, then she'd just give me a stare and continue talking to him and whenever she would she would try staring over at me. But as I was walking home with my friends again she saw us and waved to all of them and talked to every one of them except me. I got pretty frustrated and a bit angry and felt I was going to lash out so I just turned early. Then the next day as I came out of the bathroom she was walking by and said "hi [my name]" and she said it in a shy voice. I didn't even respond to her because I was angry about yesterday but when we were in class she kept staring at me for no reason..

I just don't understand, it seems like she's trying to make me jealous.. but my friends say no.. what do you guys think?

When I was in 6th grade In fell in love with this girl. However, I knew she'd never like me back. Primarily because I watched her go through a relationship and every class I was in with her she flirted with every boy except me. It made me angry, but not enough to lash out. Then my mom fell in love with my stepdad (not an ex-stepdad) and he was verbally abusive. He commonly used swear words in his insults toward us and didn't really understand us. One time he even called us the most ungrateful children in the world. But anyways, this girl I liked I had in one of my classes; but again, she ignored me, flirted with every boy in class, and when I told my friends who I liked they made fun of her and provoked me by making fun of her and the fact that I like her. Again, I got angry, but I never really let it out. Then at the beginning of the year, again: my friends made fun of her and it was awful. But I eventually got over her, and liked someone else. I told my friends (what an idiot I was) and they told me I made a wise choice, but thing is her and I were in an awkward position in our relationship. She found out, told me she liked me, but then she begins to ignore me.. telling my friend I'm ignoring her, even though all I'm doing is making her taste her own medicine. Now my friend talks to her more than I have in the whole year, and she gives me these stupid a** stares for the whole class. It makes me angry when I think her and my friend have a stronger connection than we have had since we have had since the beginning of last year. Last year we would regularly talk and tease, but ever since I told her I liked someone else she began ignoring me. Today though, I got really angry because my friends kept telling me I was overreacting for them talking to her, and one of my friends even said he was going to f*** her before I ever would. I got very pissed, and one of my friends pointed out how I never seem to be angry.

Point is, is it ok to stock of 3.5 years worth of anger?