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Here's a moral dilemma for you folks.

You have two best friends, a girl and a boy. You knew them both from the same year of elementary school, through the end of college. You spend countless days and nights together and genuinely enjoy each other's company, and even help each other out when you need it.

Later on, your female friend becomes a surgeon and you male friend becomes a biology teacher.

A spree of brutal murders start taking place in the area, women being tortured to death. Your male friend becomes a suspect when his wife produces a journal containing a list of the victims and future ones, including your female friend. And while the police go to arrest him, they get into a shootout, him ending up gravely injured, and sent to. a hospital for surgery.

Your female friend is the doctor assigned to perform surgery on him. The police tell her what is going on and tell the other staff that they will be nearby just in case.
Your female friend runs up to you and tells you that she's scared for her life, that she may let him die on the table.
So now here is where you come in.

A: you allow her to let him die, or kill him during surgery, thus preventing more horrific murders but scarring your friend for life with possible legal repercussions.

Or

B: she performs the surgery, but risks him escaping or getting away with it, putting her and many others at risk of a horrific death.

What do you choose?

Long story short, I've been in an off and on relationship with this girl for 5 years because she's Mormon and I am an atheist.

But when we last were together a few years ago, she had already decided to go on a mission, but we dated anyway, and we found a way to make things work for us. We were talking about getting married, we even looked and picked out rings and I proposed to her, and she said she'd officially accept when she returned.

Two months into her mission, she broke things off and said she didn't want me in her life because things just wouldn't work. I fought for our relationship twice during her mission, and let things be for the second half of her mission, because I could see she was extremely conflicted.

She is due home, and I wrote her a letter to try and fix everything, saying I still loved her and everything, and so far nothing. I texted her cell, knowing her brother had it while she was gone, he replied days later saying it wasn't hers, and I said I knew it was him and asked about the letter, and he said she got my letter. This is important because that's the only time in 5 years her family ever responded or reached out to me.

Even her mom said before she left to text or call her so she could get to know her future son in law more before my girlfriend returned, and she never answered me.

I'm at a loss, I feel I've done everything, and as far as I can see, she hasn't returned yet, and I haven't heard anything. What do you think about this? And what else can I do?
I've checked, and there is not a single update on her or her family's social media about her, or her returning. I am scared I've lost her.

We broke up years ago because of the religious difference and she said she didn't want me in her life, and in total, between conversations and all, we got back together two years later and built a even stronger relationship, an incredible one vs the last time together. She was conflicted about the church and me during the mission as well.