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So my boyfriend disappeared last year for about 3 months when he back he told me the reason is he was in prison. I forgive him but he wants back with me. So in the end of January I back with him cause he kept showing that he love me. in March we fought cause he lied to me. So I blocked him , but he reached me on my email, Instagram, etc. So my heart melted. I forgive him again. In may we back again together. Short of story , I still feel afraid if he disappears again. Cause in June he disappeared for 5 days and the reason is he left his phone in train. But the security found is and kept the phone. I was asking why you didn't try to contact me? Ex he can texted me from his roommate just to tell me that his phone lost. And he said his roommate was in other country. And last week he disappeared again for 8 days. he texted me last night "sorry my phone screes was broken , I think I have many bad lucks. How is everything?" I just read the text. I dont know what should I do.
Should I trust him again? Should I ask him to give me the prove? If you think I should leave him tell me how?

So I’m 25. Never been in a relationship. I suppose I’ve attempted dating and it hasn’t worked out. I don’t think I’m ugly, I’ve recently lost weight and attempt to maintain a healthy physical appearance. I’ve been told I’m pretty during my life. People would make comments like why are you single, what’s wrong with these boys etc.

And to be frank, it bothers me. My mom was 18 when she met my dad, that was her first real relationship and they got married. I’ve always expected love to find me and it hasn’t. If I’m not ugly, why have I never been approached?

Dont even lie, I know dating is shallow so that’s the first thing a guy sees. I’ve been “asked out” and “approached” by guys I don’t find attractive. I don’t understand why it’s so hard to be approached by a guy I’d want to date. Online dating has been shit, I usually give up talking to guys after a while. I hear of women get approached all the time, they don’t even try.

I just want a happy love life like everyone else and I feel like that’s the least that I can get out of lifeYes

So I’m 25. Never been in a relationship. I suppose I’ve attempted dating and it hasn’t worked out. I don’t think I’m ugly, I’ve recently lost weight and attempt to maintain a healthy physical appearance. I’ve been told I’m pretty during my life. People would make comments like why are you single, what’s wrong with these boys etc.

And to be frank, it bothers me. My mom was 18 when she met my dad, that was her first real relationship and they got married. I’ve always expected love to find me and it hasn’t. If I’m not ugly, why have I never been approached?

Dont even lie, I know dating is shallow so that’s the first thing a guy sees. I’ve been “asked out” and “approached” by guys I don’t find attractive. I don’t understand why it’s so hard to be approached by a guy I’d want to date. Online dating has been shit, I usually give up talking to guys after a while. I hear of women get approached all the time, they don’t even try.

I just want a happy love life like everyone else and I feel like that’s the least that I can get out of life.