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im in a great dilemma. my boyfriend and i broke up because he cheated on me. he might sound like an asshole but trust me he's a really great boyfriend - other than when he cheated. for my birthday last February, he did so so so much for me. he bought me lots of stuff, brought me out for dinner, surprised me. he really put in a lot of effort to make me happy. so my concerns are:

if i wish him, what if he takes hours to reply because he's busy calling someone else or gaming? i would be damn hurt by it. im saying this because 1 week after the broke up, i missed him too much and texted him but he took hours to reply me bc he was busy gaming. and if it happens, it'll show that my birthday wish means nothing to him while it meant so much to me. I'll seem so pathetic and I'll be so hurt.
BUT, if he misses me, the birthday wish could make his day. and im scared that maybe he's looking forward to a wish? what if he gets hurt because i didn't send him one.

honestly i think that the chances of him taking hours to reply me bc he's busy is 80%. should i not send him one then? but he did so much for me...

I Over Analyze a lot , and I'm Insecure, I admit this... I will list a few things about my relationship, because I really need you to help me and feel better about myself and my relationship...
Please don't take this as a joke
- We live 1 hour away from each other, but we see each other quiet often
- We are together since 2 and a half years (we're both around 26 years old)
- He sends me every single day good morning and goodnight texts and he calls almost every evening
- He introduced me to his whole family and friends, and he respects my family a lot
- He does tell me he loves me
- Sometimes, he ignores my texts and texts me later, even if i confront him about things
- He sometimes does not want to clear things out, and I always have to take the first step to do it
- He does compliment me, and says he is proud of me, but sometimes he does criticize me about my way of acting or about my Ideas
- He does not always say that he misses me, unless I ask him...
- He said a few times that he sees a future with us
- He always apologizes when he does something wrong,
- He doesn't like me to use his phone
- He does not show me that he loves me, or maybe I am not seeing it or I am demanding too much attention...
- he has a hard time showing his emotions and what he feels about me
- He always tells me where he goes
- sometimes i have a feeling he doesn't love me, and when i tell him this, he doesn't really TRY HARD ENOUGH to convince me and gives me BOLD answers... and very short (through text )
- He does care a lot about anniversaries, birthdays and valentines day and does everything to surprise me.
I just need you guys to tell me if this relationship seems at least OK, and I will feel better since I didn't really never talked to somebody about this... and this will help me a lot. And then I will work on myself, but I need this confirmation, and I'm sure this will help me.
Thanks to everyone so much