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So this guy went all out. He was extremely flirty and sweet to me. He would lock eyes with me at least 3 times in one day for no reason. He's get jealous and try to make me jealous. Other times when I paid him attention he'd ignore hot girls around me. I am very shy so I didn't do anything. We never talked. He probably thought I was ignoring him.
Time has passed, it's been a year now and he tries to make me jealous? He's still sweet but he flirts with practically every girl that's around me. Why?

Im am insecure person, I've been shy since I started being around people as a little girl. I don't know why I always have to work up the nerve first to talk to people when im out. I was overweight in school middle school than I started some meds it ended up making me gain weight now im so insecure and can't stand the way I look, sometimes I am very happy but I could never stop staring at myself in the mirrors. Im constantly looking at my self trying to love myself and I do very much, but my looks arnt very glamorous I cry somtimes because I can't get guys to find me attractive. I always looking up plastic surgery before and after. I feel like the inside is what counts I believe that very much. I just feel peer pressure or temptation to be prettier. Im always wanting to be a role model but I can't be if Im doing bad myself. I wonder if it will help me be happier and more confident where I dont have to depress over how my body looks all the time.