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I'm a sophomore at a private girls school, and may I just say that high school is an absolute pain the the vagina. I've found that I'm much more mature than the average fifteen year old, and instead of wasting precious time liking pictures of Starbucks frapuccinos on facebook, I like to spend time learning weird things and eating and sleeping and reading. I like to live. Not through social media, through MYSELF.

And I simply can't be myself when it comes to high school hierarchy. Everyone seems to be the same. Everyone is concerned with popularity. Everyone basically discusses boys and sex and how hard the biology homework was. Friendship isn't deep in high school, or at least at mine. I mean, no one I've met at school is actually mean. But most high school girls are extremely judge mental, and they don't seem to accept you for who you are. I'm usually loud and outgoing and funny. But at school I become quiet and awkward. And when I open my mouth for five seconds because I feel like I connect with the topic of conversation, everyone goes "wow you talk a lot". I don't understand it. It bothers me so much.

I just don't like high school. I find that I interact much better, socially, with people I meet outside of school first, for god knows what reason.

My guy friend and I have been friends for three years and have never been available to date. We were school friends except for sharing 2 after school clubs, no other contact outside of school.

I look back now and realize that he's been slowly making me fall in love with him and I had no idea until it was too late. He told me 2 mos ago that his gf and I were his two favorite people. I was shocked and had no idea I meant that much to him. that made me realize I feel the same way about him and my bf.

He says he and gf both know it's over but don't know what to do now. He only mentions her to me to say how bored and unsatisfied he is with her. He mentions no other girls romantically, except once to joke that he thinks my friend is cute just to make me jealous.

We were teasing each other about how we were going to survive all summer w/o seeing each other every day, so I told him to fb message me and we exchanged phone numbers. He started messaging me more and more so now we write back and forth if the other isn't online and then we jump on ASAP. he never makes me wait for a reply and if he won't be home he tells me. we set up times to chat and talk all day. we've stayed up till 3 and he's started message me first thing when he wakes up. We both said this morning that we weren't awake yet. We've already had fights about my being "greedy" bc I got miffed when I was super tired but was up at 2 just to talk to him and he casually mentions that's he's also talking to gf on the phone while message me and she knew. I think he secretly likes it, though, bc he teases me about it still.

Today he had to go out but told me to text him so we could still talk for nine hours like usual, lol. he's also started talking about sex a lot with me and told me he isn't sleeping with gf.
He found sexts on her phone from another guy.

We talk about everything else, not just sex. today it was about his mom, work, food and blues music. We send each other songs at night.