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There's this guy that I started talking to from my school. We were on the same field trip, and we ended up spending the whole time together. When it was time to get on the bus from the museum, it was raining pretty hard. I froze inside the doorway, and he looked back like he was waiting for me. I just kinda blushed and said, "There's no way I'm going out there in a white shirt." He came running back, said, "Oh, sh!t, I'm sorry!" and gave me his sweater. So then we ran to the bus, and I gave it back to him.

When we got to the restaurant, we and a couple other kids stayed on the bus and just hung out. He noticed I was cold and gave me his sweater again. I had it for the next 5 hours, on the drive back to our town, and we talked the entire ride. When we got back to the school, at roughly 10:30 pm, he walked me home in the dark, and got my number. Then he asked if I would walk to school with him in the morning. I said yeah. We've walked to school every single morning since then.

I hang out with him all the time, and he's texted me some really sweet things. I'm really starting to fall for him, I think. The only problem is, he has a girlfriend...and I feel really bad about it. So I go on being "just friends" and not telling him about my feelings, because I don't want to mess up his relationship. But he said something about possibly breaking up with her a few weeks prior, when we had a heart-to-heart conversation about life. Apparently she's moving away for college for 4 years, and he doesn't want to carry it on long distance.

Also, I went to his house for a party last Saturday night, and stayed overnight with a few other people. It was a lot of fun, and he got super drunk. I didn't drink anything, I just hung out. But he was sitting next to me on the couch, and he had his arm around my shoulder for a good 10-20 min. And then he leaned his head on my shoulder, kept randomly massaging my arm or attempting to tickle my sides, and stayed like that for an hour or so. He has really fluffy hair, so I just kinda leaned over and used it as a pillow lol. Then he went upstairs, and layed on his bed. I followed him, and spent the next 30min convincing him to come back downstairs.

I got him to, and then he kept trying to tickle me, but it was more of a massaging motion Because he was drunk and kinda disoriented lol. Like I would walk in front of him, and he would follow, with his hand pressed to my side and trying to tickle me. Eventually a movie was put in, and I got really into it. He randomly stood up and reached for my hand. Confused, I took it. He started leading me toward the stairs. I protested, saying that I wanted to finish the movie, but he said, "Nope. We're going to sleep."

So I followed him to his room and he said, "Bed or floor?" I chose the floor, and he flopped onto his bed, handing me a pillow and blanket. I layed down, then laughed and said, "Your cat is laying next to me." I heard a muffled, "I'm jealous." Then we went to sleep.

What do I do? :(