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I know I might look a little fat in this picture. In middle school all the kids said I was ugly as hell and mentally retarded. People would move seats away me, or try to sit near the end of the classroom to get away from me. I've gotten death threats and my friend even called me fat then poured soupy yogurt/ milk in my bag while my 400 dollar iPad was in there. My other friend was trying to get other people to avoid me and not talk to me. A bunch of rumors spread around the school so I became a outcast all though middle school. In middle school, my grades were good, I had the highest reading score in the school, I had a better report card then most people and everyone always said I was a good person, I just wasn't pretty. Even my parents told me I look like shit and tell me how ugly I look. Years later in high school. I barely have anyone to call my friend. I feel like I'm trying too hard for the students at my high school I'm going to now. And I'm starting to give up and be socially withdrawn. I only have two friends. All of them are outside of my school. I've been stood up twice.

Nothing has changed. I don't get invited anywhere. The only reason I want to stay at the school is because I like al the teachers and the classes... It got so bad to the point where I've considered being friends with my teachers... I have no real social life. It's just a bunch of people reading my posts, calling me pretty or answering my questions. the only time I get a individual email is if someone wants to read my stories or screenplays. Or ask me if I'm writing a book yet. The only attention I get...

And I guess I should just accept it... Right?