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When I was born up until 9 my mother would beat me for most of the times no reason or exaggerate my punishments, like push me, whip me and slap me because I look like my dad.
My mother now only tells me that I'm racist because I'm half white or that I'm useless or a pig.
So ever since she got this new friend she has been saying she was going to copy her by leaving me and my 5 year old sister separate.
All she does is go to work and watches old ladies. She told me she doesn't even do anything at work anyway so she wouldn't care at all what we do at home. She has only taken me outside 5 times during this 3 month summer vacation. She makes me look after my crazy sister but tells my sister not to listen to me or help me clean. Now today I accidently left 2 towels before we left to do laundry but we got it back just in time and she told me i was a pig and that I should call my father to come get me. Which i have but my father lives in Australia!!! And he is currently arranging how someone can get me since he is a pilot. I am currently poor and barely have any clothes since I lost 40 lbs.
So now she threatened to call the police on me!!! Im only 15 and I live in the usa. I don't curse at her and I do clean but my mother herself is super messy and my sister even more! Its difficult to catch up and she keeps lying to everyone, exaggerating. I have no family in the usa but my mother and my sweet baby sister.
She also commented how she is mad at me for spending money on a few dolls which i like to collect because they make me feel a lot better but my dad payed for those for my birthday!!! My mother has stopped feeding me and giving me water, today I only ate a banana chip and a veggie which i found because I am starving!!!
Why does she hate me because of my father? I didn't make my father do anything!! I was just a baby! I keep almost fainting and I told my mother but she didn't even care enough to take me to the doctor! I must have low blood sugar!

My boyfriend and I talked tonight and he was talking about his past, mainly about a girl he met when he traveled to Israel. He talked to me about how he wanted her and the reason why he was going for her, and he kept flirting with her and she liked him as well. Then he goes on describing about how they made out aggressively, and how he grabbed her boobs and ass, and how it was the best time of his life. He continued talking to me about how they met up for lunch when she came to USA for vacation. And how he felt bad because she's in love with him And didn't take the time to spend time with her. As I responded, of course you could hear sadness in my voice and I was keeping my composure because I didn't think any girl would want to hear that from a guy. He then got mad and said I'm possessive and how I was giving attitude and that I have no interest hearing about his past. After 5 mins of laying there, I answered "I'm not possessive and I'm not giving you attitude, I love hearing about your past and getting know more about you. It makes me feel uncomfortable when you talk to me about in details on how you aggressively made out with someone and which body parts you touched" and he didn't say anything else but after asking him if he heard what I said 5 mins after he said he doesn't know what to say and wants to go to bed. And he did.

is it wrong for me to say what I said to him? Or should I even have to be the one to apologize.

I recently dumped my boyfriend of 3yrs. it was long distance (UK and USA) but he paid for me to visit him and insisted I keep my money as he knew I was struggling with bills back home. he was always there 4me and got me through sum tough times. He took care of me when I was sick even paying for my dental care twice as I was in pain. He took me on European vacations etc. he always made me laugh and smile. I never loved anyone the way I loved him and sex was the best I've ever had. I'd get home after a bad day and there'd be flowers etc waiting for me. He WAS perfect. Things changed when he found out i lied about kissing some1 else while we were on a break & he then found out I wasn't actually divorced from my husband (we have been separate for a yr) before I met this man). He became jealous and got annoyed when it took me hours to reply to a text even though I was texting other people back etc. he had a lot going on and I know he was unhappy in his job (he gave up a job he loved and took one he hated to sponsor me to live there). He also hated that I kept him secret from my family for 2.5yrs and wouldn't let him be friends on fb. He got angry that I started doing webcam sex shows for money and jealous when I was going out with male friends because I flirt with them. I admit I doflirt but nothin more. We broke up for a bit and I kissed some1 else again during that break (a male friend) and we got back 2geva but he was unhappy that I still see the male friend. I got pregnant and miscarried and then left him for good as he was acting depressed and needy and clingy.
He started therapy for is issues (he has a really bad past, his mom kicked him out when he was 14, his dad died when he was 9 and he was sexually assaulted as a child). I started seein him get back 2 his good old self, the man I loved so much but he would now and then get jealous again so I left him for good. Therapy is helping him & he continues to go. We haven't spoke for a month now and I think he's with som1 else.