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In some weeks it's my gf's and I anniversary of something special (not relationship anniversary) and I wanna give her a surprise. I'm planning a nice date and want to give her a letter, but my art skills are NONEXISTENT so even if I tried to make it look nice, I failed haha :(

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My friends say it looks fine but they're my friends... Pleaase, be honest! does it look too terrible? should I just forget the letter and focus just on the date?
Should I make something new? if so, please give me some tips! I really suck at this.

If you think I should give this one to her, do you have any tips on how to decorate it a bit more?

Girls: if your SO have you something like this, would it be fine or would you think they should've tried harder or something? my gf is the nicest person I've ever met but I want EVERYTHING about that day to be perfect.

BE HONEST! I won't get mad.

(sorry for the long post)

Okay so yesterday was a fun day. but I just didn't like it when my friend (let s call her Kelly) was treating me. She complains about me being slow and she gets impatient with me at times. After the bathroom was cleaned up and had a bleach smell, I went inside to change and Kelly was like, "Toni (me), get out of the bathroom, NOW! Why did you go in there? There's a bleach smell. Toni why are you so dumb?" I told her I wasn t dumb and she asked me why I went in there and just change in her room and hurry up. I made an angry face at her. She told me to stop being such a drama queen. I was SO angry that I wanted to cry and I lost two relatives in September and it's so hard. Then after a fun afternoon at the mall, she asked me to check the time for the bus. I did some research and my friend was like, "Hello!! The time. Hurry up Toni, god you re so slow." I told her, "Alright just quit pressuring me!" and she was like, "Well you're the one that s going so slow. Calm down, you're being pathetic." I got fustrated and just looked at her. She told me we better not get lost or she s going to be mad. She said she was going to slap me but she was just kidding with me.

I like Kelly in all but I just didn t like the way she treated me. My other friends don't do that to me so I prefer to hang with them then Kelly. Kelly complains that a lot of people haven't been calling or hang with her. I tried to ignore her but I guess I m just too nice to do that. I'm autistic and she knows about it. I have high functioning autism and it sucks and it's like I can't get it "right". For the past three months she has been only inviting me and no one else since everyone is busy with work and some are married. I go to school and she doesn't go to school or work. She travels though. She doesn't treat everyone else like this but me. She's going away to Los Angeles to stay with her cousin for two months and I'm happy her but I'm honestly glad that I don't have to deal with her for a while.

a week ago today, my grandmother (my dad's mother) passed away the day before Thanksgiving. It's been very tough for my family, but we're hanging in there. I'm pretty hurt by it so much because my grandmother was so dearly to us and it's hard to accept that she's gone but we have too. I know death is part of life and we can't do anything about it but it really hurts. My grandmother had two strokes and was in a coma for a week. I tried to hid my feelings and tried to not cry and suck it in. I'm hanging in there, but deep down I feel sad and hurt and that's how I'm feeling right now. I almost cried today but I sucked it up because I didn't want people to see me cry.