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so I started liking this boy about a year ago and we became really close friends we both urged and he even told me that he liked me back so we both didn't want relationships at the time so we didn't date each other but then he totally contradicted himself and started dating I was so hurt because he said that he didn't want a relationship and that he forgot about how I felt he started dating different girls and even though we weren't dating he acted like we were he would get mad when I talked about other guys and all through it I still had feelings for him this is still happening and in just wondering am I crazy for still having feelings for him?

him: Do what I'm doing. Be single for a year. Enjoy your own company. Learn about yourself.
me: Not a terrible idea. I'll just play with you in the meantime until your year is up. As long as you're up for it.
him: Haha yes from time to time unless something happens
me: We'll play it by ear
him: What do you mean lol
me: Isn't that how it works? Go with it & see what happens?
him: Yeah that is true
me: ok
him: what is wrong
me: Nada
him: If you say so
me: No worries. It's too soon for shit to be going downhill already
him: You say nada but you aren't acting like nada
me: We'll just go with it. So what can happen that will end it on both our parts?
him: I'd say if one person has a person of interest is one reason, no?
me: Yes.
him: what else do you think?
me: If I have feelings for you, then it's done. I don't want to like you a lot unreciprocated and have you tell me you found a chick you like and want to date. That rejection would suck.
him: I mean that might happen. You never know. It's been said from the beginning though and it works both ways.
me: We'll just let the chips fall where they may and hopefully it ends on a good note.
him: I don't see why it can't end amicably. And don't forget, it works both ways. It's not just me.
me: It works both ways how? No, it'll end amicably. It'll be fine. Let's just enjoy it for now and not worry about the end too much.
him: yeah just don't overthink it for more than it is I guess I'd say
me: I've been telling myself that. You seem worried I'll freak out when it ends. I won't act crazy.
him: ok good lol and I'm a little worried yes but I do understand
me: It'll hurt and suck but it's not your fault. I won't blame you.
him: It'll be alright though
me: of course it will be